you know you love me;

get over the l word.

2009-10-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

i need to blog this coz this moment was a rather unique one. one fateful night, i was attracted to this guy i barely knew. the only thing tt sets him apart frm the rest of the guys i dated was his academic profile. must all guys coming from that background be so narcissistic? like seriously, cant they just be a gentleman and treat girls with respect. wait, MALAY girls. malays who basically includes those who are javanese or bugis or arabs watever it is.

anyway, im really excited for halloween but nothings confirmed. i really want this weekend to be great. at least a weekend that would make me really independent yeah? no more guys for now. perhaps maybe just a few runs with my gfs and everything will get better.

fire at kampung siglap mosque.

2009-10-07T13:42:00.002+08:00

SINGAPORE: Police have arrested a 14-year-old in connection to the fire which engulfed the Kampung Siglap Mosque, located along Marina Parade Road on Tuesday.

Following initial investigations, officers from the Bedok Police Division managed to establish the identity of a suspect.

The youth was nabbed around the vicinity at about 3.30pm.

He will be charged in the Juvenile Court on Wednesday. If convicted, the youth could be jailed up to seven years and fined.

The blaze, which caused the roof of the Kampung Siglap Mosque to collapse, happened at slightly past 2pm.

A man in his 50s was injured trying to escape from the fire, while some 150 people had to evacuate from the mosque.

- CNA/yb

this is bad really bad.

raye 09

2009-09-21T20:09:00.003+08:00

selamat hari raya!
hope all the jalan2 raye will be onoging like last yr. cant wait!.. oh ya i loveeeeee raya this yr coz it was more like a family gathering tt was worth the wait. we needed this, as a family. so anw whoever wan2 come my hse just sms me coz theres no open house! no maid seh. so me n my sis haf to do EVERYTHING lke serve the guests drinks and kuih and all. here's to show tt im not a spoilt brat. hahaha.

skul's starting tmr and i sure as hell wana aim for my 1st class honours! i HAVE to. f1 rocks is this weekend which im so excited for. hmm wat else. basically my life's gona get on track again. i miss having a routined life. haha.

2009-09-01T14:04:00.002+08:00

everytime theres sth to celebrate about there's bound to be sth that will pull me back down. i guess now i'm going to 2nd yr uni start say, next 2 weeks? 2 more yrs till i get my degree i swear i wana get it over with. this is the point where u just wan2 get out. out to who knows where. just away. and carefree.

my [almost] daily dose of lekor and deng2 haf ironically made me feel fat in this fasting month. i think i shd just stay away from bazaar and their delicious food! anyways, cant wait for beyonce and bep concert. gona haf a GREATTT time wit ooze n zie for sure. oh ya speaking of them, caught the coco before chanel movie and i must say it was goood. the 2 songs that kept playing in my head were so cute, i swearrr. with all the cutesy dance moves [where is coco? coco coco... and torpedo girl] hahahaha.

its great to noe that i still haf some happiness in me. its things like these that make me appreciate the little things in life.

p.s. i need to clean my room or i will never know wats under that huge pile of clothes. correction: huge PILES of clothes. i never realised i had that much.

i wana go holiday again plssssssssss.

2009-08-29T14:22:00.003+08:00

never in my life have i thought for one second tt i'm cheap. i just hate that word. fuck, i haf morals and i can differentiate wats right and wats wrong. if i cudnt i would just be the same like those 2. so y is it that i didnt even make a fucking mistake and yet ure calling me cheap? ppl always make mistakes in their decisions- u weigh the pros and cons, and yet, it stills goes down the drain. im willing to risk myself to prove to u that this is a mistake. this will be the only mistake i did. and when u realise it, im gona say that i did because u asked me to.

dont ever judge ppl before u know them, before u even meet them. seriously. and pls, one's a cheater always a cheater. sure id idnt stay around long enuff to noe weder tt statement is true but fuck, i dont think i can ever risk my heart ever again.

infallible.

2009-08-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

everything's so dark n gloomy that i figured its time i uploaded MY VIDEOS! hahaha. so i just uploaded videos from all the concerts ive been to. theres so many! coldplay, kanye, rihanna and even panic at the disco! hahaha.

anyways, i do need to say that i appreciate the frens i have a whole lot. zie, hid and ooze u guys had a really good talk wit me. i guess i should change the way i think and face my probs but thing is, not everyone's the same. i'm taking a break from everything and just spending time wit my mom ryt now. mommy time is always the best. :)

now videos to shareeeee!

i'll upload videos from concerts next post coz its taking a really long time. hmmm.

-_-

2009-08-19T02:40:00.003+08:00

i think im now on my crossroads.

2 choices, well maybe 3. a wise man told me that even though i'm listening to so many ppl's advice. i should really, just listen to one. and that person would be the one i trust the most. only coz most of the advice she gave seems to be of benefit to me. hah.

after this whole hoo-hah it's like more or less my first 'adult' problem. i've learnt who the good ppl in life are like. and who the bad ones are. who ur true frens are, and who's there ONLY for the good times. who knew how mnay shit ppl there are out there.

sometimes i feel like parents always seem to think they noe whats best for their children but in actual fact, they just don't. it's like i wan2 tell my mom to just stop protecting me. tell my family not to care. so i can learn the hard way. i wan2 experience it myself. the heartbreak. the confusion. all the things that does not include happiness. i cant always have them to guide me. i need to learn it myself. like seriously. and puhlease, to associate me with drugs is just seriously stupid. beyond stupid la really.

so now i'm gona try to stand with my own two feet. trust my mom's advice. put a 100% to it and just hope for the best. if i'm just going against fate then at least i noe i tried. who know, i might eventually be with my soulmate. my one and only soulmate out there. but then again, u dont always end up with ur soulmate do u?

ergh. erghhhhh....

2009-07-23T01:42:00.001+08:00

just coz im not certainly having the time of my life it's sad that my car isn't too. sighhhh.

oh and another thing, suddenly the movie ps i love you isnt so touching after all.

point by point.

2009-07-16T13:12:00.002+08:00

- work has been hectic. drama drama. mmhhmmm.
- relationship is at its peak! peak in terms of problems of cozzz. jealousy=paranoia= IRRITATING to the max.
- lacking sleep. i need to go back to my lalalaaaannndddd.
- in the mood to party. seriously. thai disco, any clubs. watever the case i noe im gona haf fun.
- weight's going down down down!!!! gona start on my jogging/ cardio workout soon.
- my lingerie closet needs some changeee! la senza here i comeee.

the 3 B's: 'BELIEVE, BEHAVE, BECOME.'

h1n1

2009-07-01T10:23:00.004+08:00

i'm sick ppl. yes. the whole fews team is sick and we all got 3 days MC. hidir was actually admitted half a day yest but thank god he was tested negative for h1n1. im gona isolate myself now. even tho i still wan2 meet a couple of ppl. SHOO FLU BUG SHOOOOOOOOOOO...!

oh andddd HAPPY BIRTHDAY RBP!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

i think this is definitely the best opportunity ever. i love my boyfriend. i do. and i still owe some family members presents. fyi, my bdae is coming so pls come and ask me wat present i want. heehee.

KISS SEE

adult.

2009-06-22T02:28:00.001+08:00

im 20 but i dont feel like im 20. i feel like im still 18. all my life ive always been the younger one and it sure as hell is getting weir wen im older than someone but it seems like im the younger one.

so tmr is my official working day. im ready to take up the challenge and make big bucks!

oh yeah i've alr updated this in fb but erm 20 000 x's and o's, cc.

bowling/HRC

2009-06-16T13:32:00.003+08:00

june is filled with so much birthdays it's seriously burning a hole in my pocket. pls eh, who can beat me in saying that they haf 6 family members' birthdays in one month. wats worst is that father's day is in june too. omg. that make 7 celebrations and stomach not being able to eat another slice of cake. i swearrrrr ive never been so jelak with birthday celebrations. it's suppose to take time for u to plan, find gifts, wrap the presents but no, not in june.

so anyhoo, im currently very addicted to twitter lately onlu coz i can say random sentences and ppl wont noe wth im talking abt n coz not many of my frens are following or is int he know on wat i post. life is greatttt.

oh ya, if u noe me u noe tt i haf an itsy bitsy crush on jay chou and im so glad that a jay chou lookalike is my trainer. tell me who can say tt? n no its not raining cats and dogs coz it is indeed true. once i feel comfortable enuff to take a photo of him i'll post it here. till then, GOODNIGHT!

i'm still 19.

2009-06-07T16:23:00.009+08:00

this yr i guess it's aziemah's yr. hope u had a great 20th! wanted to get 20 presents for her initially but it was rather too ambitious. hahaha. in the end got her 10 presents which were all possibly wat she wanted. it was a great celebration at a great place with great ppl. no complaining.

i woke up today thinking weder i shd go for my hair treatment or go meet ooze at tampines1. i still cant decide but i think i'll go with tampines. need to lose some kilos fast.

oh and plans for summersonic is still at hold coz of the stupid h1n1. seriously man, can it at least strike wen we're busy studying instead of during the break. japan considered one of the highest cases. SIGHHHH wer to r&r now???

oh n i can never understand how guys are like with their frens. its like for girls, we get bitchy but at the end of it all u either lose a fren or just get used to their flaws. for guys, i duno la perhaps its just one guy but i just don't see the point of holding on to frens who just dont behave like one. wats the use? for me i haf the bestest frens who alr noe who i am inside n out and even noe wat irritates me. but for guys?? ok nuff said.

SIMS3!

2009-06-01T03:21:00.004+08:00

OMGGGG. sims3 is here. 2nd june. omg omg omg omg........

u guys have no idea how much i love sims. everr since ermmm, was it sec 2 or sec3. i have played it everyday for the whole of that yr! building houses. making new ppl. getting children, becoming a CEO!! but my son became a professional con artist. hahaha. its just so fun coz its like a way to escape fromt he real world. to be someone u wana b but just didnt haf the guts to. and now they haf life aspirations like to be a rockstar!!!!! plus, their attitude is no longer based on horoscopes its now so widely ranged to being a kleptomaniac even!! i cant wait i swearrrr i cant wait. 2nd june. COME. QUICK.

oh ya. im officially fre coz ive sent out resumes for internship/ a job but no replies yet. well basically coz i JUSTTT sent them. hahaha. so im ready to devote my time to sims3 the minute ig et my hands on them. was also thinking of heading to tokyo for summersonic or london for the hyde park music festival. holidays holidays. bf, u so are not making it easy to plan for my long awaited holiday.

when is paintball gona happen ppl?

2009-05-25T17:50:00.001+08:00

WORD OF THE DAY: hitherto

hith·er·to

adv.

Until this time: The weather, which had hitherto been sunny and mild, suddenly turned cold.

wth sia, hitherto??? was going through my readings for kelly's twin track model and stumble upon this word. i woudl haf thought it meant hit her to. but nooooooooo. completely different meaning. gave me a laugh for a minute there. okay, maybe a giggle. not so funny la come to think of it.

i neeed toooo concentraaaatttteeeee!

and i want sushit ei so badly ryt not. craving since last wk seh. :(

lovelies.

2009-05-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

4 of my papers are done. hrm is on the 29th and i havent even touch my notes. knowing tt econs was hard and im gona totally flunk my ass of it, i think im gona drop econs and just major in management. i'm really keen to join retail mgt at lcc but we'll see about tt.

last minute supper at swensens was orsumm. i love the fact tt we've all grown and the bond btw us hasnt been broken. got home at 630am when i haf to wake up early the next day for my sis bdae. thank ooze for the ride!!!

planning for a night to dbl o this thurs with lovelies to celebrate zie's bdae. hope it'll be super duper happening. im gon alook forward to thurs coz shrul's booking out and we're going clubbing after a loooooooooooongggg time! ok 2 more days to thursday. WOOTWOOT.

clueless.

2009-05-13T06:48:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i'm asking for too much. every girl deserves to feel that they should be treated with the utmost importance and as a priority to their partner. am i right to say this? then why am i questioning how he is handling it with me? why isit so hard for me to feel loved, to feel satisfied? i hear stories of romance in the west and use to shrug it off but why does it bother me now? why am i so caught up with that world. i know deep down that i don't want all that. i know that what i need is just you, and me. just us, what we do shouldn't be what other people are jealous of. i'm not up for the bragging and showing off. i just want to be caught up in the moment of falling in love with you. i just can't see why i'm feeling this way. why isn't it ever enough? isit just girls? or perhaps, its just me.

i keep telling myself that i don't deserve you, tt u shd be with a better girl. but then i ask myself, did u ever think tt u were lucky to have me? do you feel that you deserve me?

2009-05-12T00:51:00.003+08:00

if this isn't a wakeup call i duno wat is.

i missed the marc by marc jacobs fashion show. that totally brought my mood down. seriously. it really suck how i had to give a miss on that when that's what i've been looking forward to. urgh.

stats was baddd like really bad. it starts at 1030 and i tot it was 10am. how stoopid. anyhoo, 2 down 3 more to go. i really dun feel so exam mood. theres been way too much exams in my life tt the importance is just not there anymore. i just wana get it over with. like how i was with alevels.

and seriously shahrul, u haf got to chill on ur whole i love playing texas hold em. it will always be there. u can always play when u haf the time to. but not wen we haf plans to do sth else.

ok iim actually in a rather lousy mood ryt now coz i haf maths tmr in the MORNING. sighh

good night all.

topshop rocks!

2009-05-03T03:59:00.001+08:00

yessaaaaa.

i got my much needed retail therapy. topshop, i love you. i cannot live without you. new clothes will always bring up my day. although the after effect of having a hugeeeee hole in my pocket will totally ruin my mood back. but its okay!!! coz shrul's coming back tmr! YAYY!

i'm finally getting nearer to my dream. :)

EXPO GAHHHHH

2009-04-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

Principles of sociology- 7th may
Hall 9
Statistics 1- 8th may
Hall 3
Mathematics 1- 12th may
Hall 3
Introduction to economics- 15th may
Hall 3
Human resource management- 29th may
Hall 1

yes boys & girls. im having my exams at expo. as in the HUGE room where they have robinsons sale & travel exhibitions. is there a fear of hugeee places? omg. its like im this minute person in this one big room doing an exam. somehow this is really freaking the hell out of me. wat if my seat is like in the middle. 100 ppl on my right and left?????? omg. this is just too weird.

so anyways, i just started to evaluat durkheim's suicide research and i still have karl marx, max weber and talcott parsons. dont even include the other theorists for globalisation & orgn. this suck. it's like one person think of one theory then need to rmb all the oth ppl who update his theory. for wat siaaaa? just rmb the latest one la! den not so many names and years and details!

its 1 week from now. i dont haf my emotional companion with me to listen to my crap abt studying. this feels like alevels all over again. oklah, nothing beats a's. a's is the worst i tell u!

scooter?

2009-04-29T16:13:00.002+08:00

i remember the time when we were at far east eating fried mars bar and u said, "the more i see u, the more beautiful u get."
then, u dropped ur spoon and there were choc stains on ur shirt & WHITE shoes.

i miss u shahrul nizam.

5 days down, duno how many more to go.

PONG!

2009-04-26T16:10:00.002+08:00

i'm addicted. to mj, thep and green tea.

too bad im starting to procrastinate and the impt thing im spose to be doing i havent done for 2 whole days. not funny at all..

oh n yest was azy's bdae and it just slipped off my mind. wat a bad fren. i feel bad. i havent even gotten a present for her yet. we soo need to meet after my EXAMS okay!

death.

2009-04-19T13:59:00.003+08:00

death is surrounding us everyday. and its sad, but sometimes it does bring out the optimistic side of me. it just saddens me to hear about a boy, who's only in his teens, end his life because of the lack of affection, love. death is scary. scary when u noe u've committed sins and ure not ready for the afterlife. i hear so many stories of killing, of suicide. it's just all jumbled up into one and at this very moment i'm just really really feeling low. like all the whatifs starts to come up and all u want to do is to know that life is no longer unpredictable.

have u guys heard of phil spector? i was reading TMZ and am just truly amazed a person like him even exist in the world. thank god he lives in the US or i'll be damned if i was an aspiring musician. i read tnp just now and they said he actually locked the ramones in the studio for 8 hours at gunpoint and force out a hit song out of them. also, he had a glass coffin in his house and told his ex-wife if she ever left him, that her body would end up in that coffin. psycho man this guy. oh and his face looks just as psycho as he is. blearghhh.

so after awhile, these past few weeks have been more of studying and poker. as sad as tt may sound, i actually feel contented. i dont need no drama in my life. ;)
i'm completellyyyy fine with the way things turn out. i dont even want to try to change anything. and fyi, im happy with the friends i have; my true friends. [it's okay shrul, u can share frens with me!hahaha.]

april

2009-04-18T04:38:00.003+08:00

birthday celebrations with the lovelies. sakura for dinner then head to cash studio for my first ever time karaoke-ing. hahaha. still cant believe i did it. but wth. enjoyed ourselves, definitely.

been way too long since i last clubbed. :( tot of heading st james or maybe zirca tmr night but plan still tentative coz im still brokeeee plus malas. duno la weder i'll be so rajin to even go out tmr. exam's in less than a mth, holy crappp.

all ppl in a couple, one qn. wen is it over the limit? like btw someone who's attached and someone who's not. ok maybe he/she is too but they're just the opposite sex. chat on msn? sms? call? whattt? coz i really need to know what is said to be 'over the line'.

pingpong shows!

2009-04-09T23:42:00.005+08:00

so got back from bkk a few days ago. kinda lazy to update abt my life ryt now coz im kinda busy. so many birthdayssss, so many to study! argh.
june come fast so its gona be another, HOLIDAYYY!

suanloom seafood restaurant. despite the extremely foul smell present, the food was like really2 nice! splurge on the first night!

on our way to platinum fashion mall!

dunkin donuts! they haf pork floss donut or sth. wen i ask wat it was they were like 'woof woof'?! wth.

infamous overhead bridge. padehal tak.

the suanloom pitstop! hahaha.

shrimp wanton! our daily meal. ok wait, our daily dinner.

i didnt get even one of the paint splattered tops. damnit. i think i shd learn how to do it myself.

CHATUCHAK!

thai ice cream. we contemplated whether or not to get it coz the bottles they used were just filthy. no thanks.

the happy couple. camwhore everywhere.

tom yum fried rice. super duper nice eh!

smoking area outside suvarnbhumi airport. thruout the whole trip i think i might haf been on the top 10 passive smokers. grrrr.

BYEBYE BKK!

humpty dumpty why won't u just fall down.

2009-03-31T03:49:00.002+08:00

it's like 4am now; shrul's alr aslp while im playing texas hold em just so tt he can be a shark. i duno weder i shd try to slp or continue surfing the net. or should i continue on my reading?
mmhmmm.

tomoro's tuesday. and den its weds. i havent pick out wat to wear. so fugging excited. okla not as excited as the oth hols i went but still, its gona be with great company so why the hell not. i'm gona visit ooze to check out his exhibition and maybe i'll head down to zara to exchange the shorts i bought for sabrina that she DID NOT like. wth man, friggin 3yo and still can be so picky. okla, the shorts is my taste not flowery or pink to say the elast but STILL. appreciate abit la girl. but nvms, at least i get to buy sth for myself instead. now cash is low since months ago and i duno how but sure as hell need to save. this cannot go on.

revision's starting in a week. exams in a month. im feeling so bleargh at the moment. let's just get this done and over with so tt i can move to the next chapter of my life, yeah?

eclipse.

2009-03-28T22:41:00.003+08:00

some say the world will end in fire
some say in ice.
from what i've tasted of desire
i hold with those who favor fire.
but if it had to perish twice,
i think i know enough of hate
to say that for destruction ice
is also great
and would suffice.
-Robert Frost

i think i've just found my latest addiction. who knows how much longer it'll last.

death and all his friends.

2009-03-25T18:59:00.003+08:00

i've got a few videos from the coldplay concert but i'll prolly just upload it another day. quite lazyyy. but i will upload some photos.

sooo takya upload photos eh? ala if u wana see go fb la!

i must say guy is really hott. he looks like the adam levine kind. ah well. celebs are celebs. sometimes i wonder wat it'd be like if i were with a celeb. can i have tt? okla, i just want it for a week. i wana go round the world enjoying life's pleasures with THE celeb. but hrmm, wait. okok but i'd want someone i can click like shrul. ok now im confused. coz if the celeb turn out to be like a totally obnoxious freak then its a nono. or maybe he happens to be the most perfect guy in the world but then the insecurity will sink in. plus all the hott girls tt will be throwing themselves on him- hell, i cant take tt. ok so i guess im satisfied ryt now?

so anyhoos, i just read twilight. ya i noe so outdated, twilight is like so last yr? okla not really but u noe wat i mean. and i just haf to say tt i cant believe yuz only was able tof inish it for more than a month. its the most thrilling book i've ever read. i cudnt put it down. i remembered i started reading it while waiting for Syazmil, or watever tt kl designer name is, was finidng wer to get a measuring tape. i ask u ah, which designer/tailor doesnt carry a freakin measuring tape when they go out. shouldn't it be a neccessity? i waited so long for his partner to go get it at sungai wang(or wadever) only to find out tt the shop he was headed to was closed. friggin hell. den ah. wait n wait summore only to decide bloody hour later to check with housekeeping whether they had one. by the time they sent it up i was alr through chapter 4 or 5? so back to the main topic. i act finished reading it within err, 4 hours from kl back to sg? and then another say 2hours b4 i went to bed the night after coldplay. so i alr bought the other 3 books and im on my way to finish reading them all until of coz it gets boring like cam not so exciting anymore.

PHARRELL WILLIAMS

2009-03-21T02:46:00.005+08:00

this blog post deserves no delay. just now was fucken amazing. wont beat kanye's even tho the proximity was fuckin close.

pharrell serenaded me!

he did! i got witness okayyy aka SERI RAHAYU! ah fuggs. i hate this feeling of whatifs and whatcouldhavebeens. but i loveeee concerts! next one is coldplay!! CHRIS MARTIN, HERE I COME!

best photo of him! omg, flawless.

who's pants are those? hmmm..

he joget so cute, i sweaaarrr. *DROOLS*

he was dancing like this with this dude on the right. funny shizz. hahahaa.

how can u resist him?

*SIGH*

and i got to enjoy all this with seri! love ya babe! this is our 2nd concert together. WEEEWIT~

ok need to slp now coz got flea market tmr.

tata~

hot stuff.

2009-03-20T17:10:00.003+08:00

i am sooo in love with vanessa's rebecca taylor mini dress romper! the colours are all so springyy and wats great is she matched with lilac heels. omggg!

HUGEEEE PLUS V!

2009-03-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

COME ON DOWN TO HOME CLUB FOR FLEA FLY FLO FUN! 3PM TILL 930PM. THERE WILL BE BAGS, ACCESSORIES AND MUCH MORE CLOTHES FROM TOPSHOP, F21 AND MANY OTHERS.
HOPE TO SEE YOU!

spaz.

2009-03-19T07:45:00.003+08:00

You left your nigga home
You said you at your sister's
You and your girlfriends' wrong
You in here taking pictures
You ain't gotta tell us
You spending daddy's cash
Your girlfriend's jealous
You got the fattest ass
One down to pee, one trying to leave
It's hot as fuck but you just dying to ski
It's clear as black and white, like a fat panda
Your brain is Magic City
Your nose is Atlanta
I said think about your future
You can't do that tomorrow
But you don't hear a word, you see that SLR
You like "Hey Pharrell I ain't trying to kill your mood
But I can do the Star Trek sign see, killa dude"

fuxcited for shizzle my nizzle.

oh ya, shrul alr left. alone time for another 4 more days.

serene.

2009-03-18T15:37:00.002+08:00

coz the green grass on the fields are like the smell of tea leaves and raindrops. i've never felt more at home.

.

2009-03-15T19:03:00.004+08:00

/edit.

miscommunication. sorry. forget about it.

2009-03-14T23:39:00.001+08:00

HOWWWWW?????????????

should i go for the kumar show at 8pm on 20th march or N.E.R.D. AT 1130PM? i cant possibly go for both right? RIGHT??

or should i?

somebody heeeelllpppp. i need to decide by like 17th or i wont get my refund. that is if im not gona go.

im lucky im in love with my best friend.

2009-03-12T15:58:00.001+08:00

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

hmmm. hahaa. i think its quite true. i love this kind of quizzez coz like u just answer with ur instinct and which u'd choose kinda thing. like got hidden meanings. hahaha

try it u guys..!
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

HRC.

2009-03-10T22:44:00.006+08:00

getting fat. fugss.

last night was spent at hrc for kumar's. sery, zie and ooze enjoyed themselves so it's all good. but the band is quite irritating la seriously. wats up with the matching putfits and the girl wearing the cocky tie..? at first i actually liked the girl's frizzy hair but den tengok lamer2, cam irritating sehhh! SOME MORE SHE KEPT LYK ROCKING OUTTTT GITU. DAMN BLOODY ANNOYING.

ok, so now shrul book out alr, WOOHOO.

guess wat ppl of the world? in fact my mini is not going away! woohooo. i love it and i guess my daddy saw tt. to many more yrs of driving it! fyi, this is the 1st and only pic with my car and its so eww. i think i may need to borrow a better camera for it. blearh.

major meltdown.

2009-03-08T22:37:00.008+08:00

okay shrul is gona start his lull period this tuesday and my last paper is on friday. soooooo, im gona start planning.

should we go tioman or pulau redang?

if u guys know which is better for couples to just go for a short holiday for a retreat can u tell me! we really cant decide. besides, theres a really good promotion going on for 398 per person. includes airfare, breakfast, snorkelling and even dinner! good deal i must say.

oh andddd, we also thought of going bangkok but then like duhh, ever go there before, hrmmm. havent 100% confirm la but yah so far we plan to definitely go for a holiday werever it is.

so here are some photos from whenever.

YUZ SURPRISE BDAE:

SUPPER AT FORT RD:

CHERLYN'S BDAE AT TIMBRE:

march march.

2009-03-03T12:23:00.004+08:00

much has happened. some deserved to be said others DO NOT.

happy birthday fairuz. ur bday this yr like getting sooooo much attn seh. not fair.

okay, so now 2 more papers. hrm and psoc. its just the prelims. righhhttt.

and i seriously need to make a shoutout to all those girls who are INNNNN an abusive relationship. pls try to get all ur strength to leave him/her. violent bfs/gfs disgusts me. u shd all just bleed and die.

im chilled.

2009-02-23T17:32:00.002+08:00

carl's jr take out at ecp then head down to fort rd. main layang2 tak menjadi with wada running around like a lil kid. swear he is still a kid at heart. end up with shrul getting bites on his legs. OH OH, how can i forget, slenge bf knocked himself on the shoulder by the edge of the car. slenge to the extreme eh. i suddenly remmebered the time you wanted to look out the window wen ure parking but the window wasnt even open. in the end terantuk. hah.

flea fly flo fun was a success. yuz sold off his mom's shoes for 10bux which was really surprising coz we all thought tt it wud be the last thing tt cud even be sold off. i guess its a weird crowd. huahua. def gona be doing it again. nice working with u cherlyn!

MARCH COME FAST!

2009-02-17T20:15:00.006+08:00

okay. i've decided.

while shrul's out of town from the 19th to the 23rd, ive planned my 'too busy to miss him' plan. haha.

17th- 330pm
with mom, sis and sabrina.

19th- 800pm
with parents, sis couple, bro couple.

23rd- 800pm
with shrullie!

22nd &23rd
KL BABYYY!

oh and a tentative plan is to go to hongkong disneyland!!
pls pls pls make it happen.

march is filled with so many events woohoo~..

OH AND AND,

COME VISIT ME AT THE HOME CLUB FLEA MARKET THIS SATURDAY OKAYYY?

:)

150408

2009-02-15T20:32:00.003+08:00

i'm gona have to say goodbye to you soon. who knows what's to come. whatever the case, i will always remember you as my first. i'll get you back as soon as i'm able to.

:(

dreams are just dreams.

2009-02-10T17:25:00.001+08:00

i cant believe wats happen with rihanna and chris brown. they were like the dream couple and now its falling into pieces. its just really shocking. just check this out.

Rihanna's Injuries -- "Horrific"

Posted Feb 10th 2009 12:10AM by TMZ Staff

Law enforcement sources have now gotten specific with us... police took pictures of Rihanna's injuries and they are "horrific."

As we reported, the photos show major contusions on both sides of the singer's face -- there is serious swelling and bruising. Her lip is split and her nose bloody. We have now confirmed there are bite marks on one of her arms and on several fingers.

And we now know this... Rihanna claims Brown struck her with his fists and that's what did the damage. There was no object used in the alleged attack.

Rihanna refused treatment at the scene, but before she left cops took photos. We're told the photos alone are "devastating proof of abuse."

And we've learned it was not Rihanna who called 911. Someone in the area heard her screams and called.

Filed under: Celebrity Justice, Rihanna, Chris Brown

this is just really, really sad.

this is getting really mundane.

2009-02-06T01:37:00.002+08:00

I realised that what I've been blogging are usually about my weekends. that suck. i mean the moments i want to treasure shouldn't only be on the weekends should it? bleargh.

so anyways, i was about to fall asleep to this really really good dream i was GOING to have until shrul called. since i hung up on him just because i wanted to continue sleeping, now i cant. dolat dolat. sigh. ever since the beginning of the year channel v and mtv has been playing lots of japan and korean songs. its irritating. i don't get how u can appreciate it. it's like listening to 10seconds of the same thing over and over again. and it can last up to 5mins i tell you! oh, and RAIN. i seriously do NOT think ure hot or even talented. does he even sing in his songs? i mean hello, he starred in a bloody dandruff shampoo commercial. he must be a BAD singer. but i distinctly remember martin telling me that his concert tickets were like up to 800plus. its like twice the money i made when i was working for topshop. who the hell would go and watch him dance? apparently, a lot of deaf teenagers and probably, taitais. i bet those taitais were thinking of having him as their toyboy.

oh and speaking of which, did u watch dont forget the lyrics just now? the nyonya is scary and utterly disgusting. it was like botox went wrong or something. but go on and flip the pages of singa[pre tatler or something and you'll see a couple of those nyonyas. what's worst was the fact that she was dancing terkangkang at some parts of the show. i really was ashamed of her children, if she has any. what the hell was she thinking??

i know this post seems to be filled with criticisms of really unimportant ppl but im just in a grumpy mood. i want my dream to continue. he was really hott and we were somewhere cold. or maybe it was just my room.

LV Stephen Sprouse Graffiti

2009-02-04T18:42:00.000+08:00

i NEED this bag. pronto.

ella ella ella.

2009-02-02T12:33:00.004+08:00

those were the photos from city alive. it was fun. more of SOBER fun. coz we really werent in the mood to drink since all were driving. city alive ended at lyk 3am so we headed to zouk since yuri said tt there was free entry. BULLSHIT. wat he meant was tt wen the bouncers arent guarding the doors anymore. guess wat? they kept standing there and didnt budge even after 330. wat the heck, all i know is i had the hotdogs after such a looooong time!.. damn do i miss it.

so we gave up waiting and headed to eat at the void decks near by. stoopid manipulative mama. altogether 5 mi goreng, 8 milo, and 3 prata almost 40bux! i think he wud haf conned us further if we didnt ask so many qns. ergh.

im studying now coz prelims is less than a mth away. i duno wat happened to my attitude towards education. iused to be soooo keen to learn. i think frens make up a huge part. or maybe im just making excuses. this suck. im still ina dilemma on weder or not i should switch schools. y am i so fickle. and i havent even started to choose wat i wana work as. omg omg omg...

so anyways visit my blogshop! i just updated some dresses and tops. its really2 cheap. i just wana get rid of it and make some money in the process. ;) pls fund my zouk flea money!!

CLICK HERE TO SHOP!

massaaaagggeeee.

2009-01-30T10:57:00.002+08:00

omg i just had the best day yesterdayyyy! well okok best half day! it was a random thing but me n cherlyn decided to go for a massage! and while we were surfing the net we bumped into the AFOND SPA. there was a promotion for all new customers. an aromatherapy massage for $48! and additional scrub for 18bux. omg, we were so lucky. if not we wud haf spend 100+ for just a massage..!

so anyhoo, we got the TWIN room! so me n cherlyn were ying down side by side. how fun. hahaha. for the scrub we chose the cocoa-nut butter scrub. it smells YUMMY. hahaha. but yeah overall, ic an so feel my skin feeling smoother so it has to be good right? and the massage, well me n cherlyn fell asleep! we just didnt spoke to one another thruout the whole massage. this is deifnitely gona be like a once a month affair!

the weekend's coming and i so cant wait! i'm either gona go paintball or the street party or pump room, ya i noe wth pump room? some army thing tt shrul wants to go la. so i can totally feel the excitement. anways, im free the whole day. i think im gona clean out my wardrobe. its so hard to even pull out a dress i wana wear. SEE YOU!

the loong weekend.

2009-01-27T17:05:00.005+08:00

so friday night was ayun n wada's engagement. where the whole of saturday was spent at the wedding. selamat pengantin baru y'all! may u haf many many cute kids! ;)

sunday was an AWESOOOMMEEE day! watched bride wars with shrul, yuz and maz. then met up with ayun, wada, jep and yuri for newton!.. YUMMY YUMMY. but we just had hotdogs and nachos during the movie so the trip there wasnt fulfilling. we only had lala, fried baby squid and err, kailan? ohhh and cereal prawn also! still sedappppp laaa. after that we were wondering where to go. so it was BOWLING! but as usual downtown east bowling alwas crowded and waiting time usually around 1hour pluss? so last min plan was to go cage! haahhaa. yes cage to play soccer. cant believe we actually did go on with the plan. so spontaneous and unpredicatable! ahhaa. so me and ayun join the guys and had a little bit of exercise ourselves.

shrul soccer player ahhhhhh....

monday's plan was to go watch KUMAR at hrc. it was my first time and i definitely enjoyed myself. he is hilariousss. met some of shrul's army frens at cash studio and one of his fren's scandal was staring at shrul lyk wat lidat. STALKERAZZII!!! everytime i like look at her direction, its either she was looking at me or looking at shrul. weirdo to the max.

so tuesday is rest day for me coz shrul has guard duty or watevs. 8am till 8am the next day. all coz he forgot his password or sth. stoopid mistake la seriously. but good la. if not i'll be going out again. i'm off to go to slp again. im such a lazy ass. good night.

choices.

2009-01-25T12:38:00.003+08:00

i regret wat i did yesterday. if i cud turn back time i would. i duno how many sorrys to say to make it clear to u that i really mean it. i made the wrong choice and i shouldnt haf. it was rude and truly disrespectful. i love u and i just duno wat came over me. again, im sorry.

grrs.

2009-01-21T01:04:00.004+08:00

this has been the longest most boring day in my life. i'm so obsessed with the little stuff that i tend to forget about my priorities. or should i say 'priorities'. argh.

ive finally set up some resolutions for 2009.

1) gona sign up to amore and seriously lose some kgs. nasirah, ure my inspiration.
2) spend no more than 200 a week. ppl survive with only 50. heck i really need to learn about the value of money.
3) plan a holiday in march-april for shrul's break. should be after my prelims before my revision and exams. stoopid uol.
4) try to remember my frens' birthdays. like for real. birthdays mean alot to me. :)
5) step up with my reading. and i dont mean those typical romance love stories kind. tell me about the good books you've read alrightt.
6) i dont think i should put this down but im sure some of my frens noe wat i mean. im not satisfied with a certain part of my body. argh.
7) after fixing my coop's front bumper, pls, i swear i'll drive really slow when approaching a hump and ALWAYS park reverse. and no lending the car. to anyone!
8) gotta stop eating maggi and indofood mee goreng. even tho it taste great for a last minute meal, i sure as hell need to find some alternatives.
9) clean out my wardrobe. get rid of the old/new but dont fit well/torn/think i'll wear it but never did. and all the baju kurung and kebaya my mom always buy for me. taking TOO MUCH of my wardrobe space. a visit to the salvation army soon!
10) make sure all the other 9 resolutions are religiously done at some point in the year. i have to. well at least the first half of the year?

p.s. the day ended with just a 5min call. good going. waited one whole day for that. ass.

19th day of 2009.

2009-01-19T12:39:00.006+08:00

so here are the photos form nas' surprise bdae at amirah's grill. it was themed as arabian nights. i so DID NOT know how to dress up as that. wanted to wear my harlem pants but i cudnt figure out wat top to match it with. decided to go for de dress im wearing on the night it self for powerhouse. hah. hope u had a good time nasirah!

nasirah, the birthday girl. i was sleeek as an accomplice alright. she had no ideaa..!

the fan was part of the door gift.

so were the balloons. oh, how deprived our childhood were.

me n nad was trying to throw this paper plane out the window. we failed miserably.

teh tarik plus birthday cake. ya right im on a diet.

the night itself went powerhouse with shrul and met up with ifah and leen! its been sooo long. tata to the rescue! so cute la ifah standing near the queue. i really thought u were waiting for me! but instead, u were actually waiting for leen! hahahaha.

oh and i saw the hot guy again at powerhouse. despite the fact tt our fathers share the same name [dont ask me how i noe], i think hes a jerk. hahaha. noooo im not saying tt coz he act chose to talk to HER instead of the other girls who were much hotter[trust me], but coz he desperately search for HER wen she went somewhere else. even wen the night ended. so pathetic. ewww. i mean sure as hell i want a hot guy to chase me but errr, isnt the point of being a hot guy is so tt u can enjoy being chased instead of chasing? ah well. i cant even believe im devoting one whole paragraph for him but seriously, he is fuckinggg hotttttttt. *SIGH*
shrul beg to difer tho. argh.

so now shrul is having his field camp till friday. and sat n sun is wada n ayun's wedding. so i guess i haf to keep myself busy till friday so tt iw ont dread the days and nights without him. i actually haf 2 assignments due on fri but omg, i cant even start! and sim is doing this silly thing abt making prelims an online thing. lyk they set out the qns online den u haf an hour to type it out and upload. wth? its quite lame really. oh and i just found out tt my exams are gona be at expo. how cool is that? well not really ah, more of scary actually. its HUGEEEEE.

ok i better get going and haf my nap now coz if not, i wont be able to do anything at night coz i'd rather bum around and not study. 20 this year and still haf the same thought wen i was 14. to study for exams. how pathetic am i? argh.

('v') could be a bird. or a heart. meant it to be a heart.

2009-01-15T23:30:00.003+08:00

i think im falling in love all over again.

:)

today is a really good day. i hope for more good days.

love is gone.

2009-01-09T00:09:00.006+08:00

powerhouse last nyt with israk and feyfey. met him at last. better come on friday for armin van burren. dont go home club for block party. hee.

the there was the sleepover the day before with the london gang. too bad azy cant sleepover! :( whole lotta fun i must say. this is just an update so im not gona go into the details. 2009 has been greaaaat! no complaining.

tmr is wednesday and im set to study my human resource management til say topic 5? HOPEFULLY! ive stil got another 4 other subjects and prelims are gona be end feb.

oh anyhoos, my current obssesssion right now is eading. i just finished reading jodi picout's a change of heart and my oh my, its GOOD! sery i noe ure gona lyk it coz its about capital punishment and how against it this particular female lawyer is. its really moving. it makes u question right from wrong. though the excessive quote from the bible and gospels got me irritated for a bit, i was really addicted..! thanks to nad for mentioning the book. next book i think will be some romance novel. or maybe a biography? i should be reading research studies from sociologists and theorists yet im into non-fiction more. hah. see u in awhile ppl. the next few weeks are gona be full.

2009

2009-01-01T17:13:00.011+08:00

ok. these are the photos.
from shrul's surprise bday:

and from last night's new yr's costume party! we had so much fun i tell u. i love costume parties for sure!

as u can see, those were some of the ppl dressed up at the costume party. opek was WHO KNOWS WHAT. it was just so creative and a different kind of fun last nite. i loveeeee it!

rock band with costumes. tinkerbelle and erm robin hood/peter pan. huahuahua.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

my nephews dressed up for the party too! aladdin, matador, magician and pirate! sabrina was a princess but she was alr sleeping. BOO.

weird family portrait minus aeez.

2009 is here which marks the 2 great years spent with shrul. if u guys havent alr noe, our relationship is much different from others. i meet him every day unless his stoopid ns stops us. i'll miss him lyk crazy if i dun get to see him for more than a day. and i'll never get bored of him. he has taught me to be a beter person, a more patient, loving one who clearly divides his time for our own family and friends. there is nothing more i could ask but to spen another year with you. to many more slenge, scratching-head moments with you. i loveee you!

oh and to seri and zie. this is gona be our 8th year as best frens. i'll always be there for u come what may. love u guys!

fun fun fun.

2008-12-30T00:59:00.005+08:00

i know its been awhile. but its mainly coz i dun haf the photos to update. its either in wani's cam or cherlyn's. but ALOT happened. from the surprise for shrul to the xmas treasure hunt. and i cant bloody wait for costume bonanza for new yr's eve. i still havent set my mind on what i'll be but for sure shrul is NOT gona be elvis. hahahahha.

to sum it up, 2008 started reaaaaaal good, but kinda went down for awhile. i hope it'll end with a blast during the party.

ok now, theres sale EVERYWHERE and tmr me n cherlyn are gona go vivo to check it out. omg im sooo gona get some things tmr. i dun care. enuff saving. the last shopping of the yearrrr. seri n zie if u read this. call me. i wana ajak u all go shopping with us skali.

OMG i almost forgot, wen t to rebel with shrul yuz n jep on saturday. swear to god it SUCKKKKK. seriously suck. music was crap. ppl there were praactically filled with chinese vibrating on the dancefloor. i swear this one girl was dancing like a retard trying to hit on the bartender. wtf. she was wearing those scarf around the neck with a tank and shorts. fugly. damn turn off. i duno wat to say seriously. tand the worst thing is, one jug of housepour cost 50bux! how fucking shitty was that? in the end de guys drank outside and the coupons were all mine! hahaha. turned out good even tho the club sucked. shd haf gone powerhse with aeez and gang. oh well. had a great time with good company. so wth. DO NOT GO REBEL, EVER!

2008-12-23T10:05:00.000+08:00

yay. at last i got to celebrate the birthday of the BF. i woke up at 730 and was lyk. im going to skul okay. went down and started baking the cake. huahua. i think i was done at lyk 10am? went back up with the cake in my hand and two lighted birthday candles. shahrul was surprised. the look oon his face was hilariousss. hahaha. im glad the surprise is just between me and u. there is nothing more intense and personal gift i could have given you.

hope u like it bombom!

oh anddd the cake was a success! i didnt blow up the kitchen or anything. tho the smarties didnt really stick to the cake. anddd, shrul took a bite out of it before i could take a photo of it untouched!

p.s. there is no one i know out there is close to even what you are. parnaoia definitely comes and linger before they go, but the love we cherish, i bet u its going nowhere. i love you shrul, happy 22nd!

NS SUCKS!

2008-12-20T03:17:00.000+08:00

shahrul cant fucking book out until monday. bloody hell! this really really suckkkk. i feel lyk sleeping the days till monday. im serious. december babies. i think this yr suck for u. i truly feel u ryt now.

misses

2008-12-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

i cant take this any longer. thursday, friday, saturday. arghhh.

schizo.

2008-12-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

the lovelies helped ooze with his photoshoot today themed -schizophrenia. here are some photos from my digicam.

zouk.out.

2008-12-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

zoukout was fucking awesome. nuff said.

disturbia.

2008-12-13T16:26:00.000+08:00

Fat Boy Dancer

hope this was disturbing enough. check out his dick. like as if fat dudes haf big dicks!

SUPPER.

2008-12-13T03:17:00.000+08:00

yay. day 2 of night out with great company. woohooo.
:)

:)

2008-12-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

a night out with great company. that was all i need.

britney's likkeee really back! :)

2008-12-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

Britney Spears - Circus (Director's Cut)
by trentisthenewpink

Kanye West Pinnochio Story on 808s & heartbreak

2008-12-03T03:35:00.000+08:00

pls try to ignore the irritating guy and those girls screaming. damn irritating can. i was there and they just wont shut up.

truthfully, this freestyle really made me teared. i know its so merepek to the max to tear on a fucking concert but oh well. haha. best concert ever. farid's gona be so happy when he hears this but it bets rihanna's. only coz she had technical difficulties anddd it was so fucking short.

EDIT

i decided to post this video too. it was at this moment that i discovered a band i had no idea about and fell in love. with their music of coz. not any of them. haha.

oh ANDDD i found this other video. its the weirdest japanese type music ive heard before. in case ure wondering. they played the recorder during the chorus. and the other girl had pompoms too. i remember distinctly this group of japanese girls moshing to this song. they were really2 into it. oh and fyi, POLYSICS has been travelling around the world performing. for example, london, paris and even arizona. wth. yeah sure.

this is the music video if u wana listen to the song. haha.

what to wear, omg?

2008-12-02T14:23:00.001+08:00

holy cow, my eyelashes are really long here. and its not extensions. i wonder how i did that.

i never got this photo. i rmb taking lotsa photos here though!

this photo so cute. i swear. makes me miss my long hair. damnit.

i found these photos in yuz external hardisk. damn, i still havent got an outfit for zoukout. plus, i cant buy one coz im saving for shrul's bdae! ergh. i cant possibly wear the same thing as last yr. i think i wana get those candy-coloured bikinis. wear it with wat? im not so sure. anybody has got any suggestionss?

oh ya, skul's been a bore.

life, death, it matters.

2008-11-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

the 28 yr old singaporean at the taj hotel in mumbai was killed. all coz of terrorism. omg. i seriously am in a state of shock. it just shows that ure not safe. anywhere. my condolences to her family. even though i duno her personally and all but i really really am sorry for her family's loss. its lyk she was in mumbai for who knows wat? holiday? business? n she got killed???? without any warning.

okok i know that whole paragraph was crap. but yeah so ive recovered form my so called 'bacterial infection' which took about 5 test tubes FULL of my blood for tests. and i am just so glad! at last i can drive and go to skul and get my lunch at coffee bean ecp and wear makeup and wear nice clothes again. however, my eyebrows upper lip and hair is just really in bad condition. i need a grooming day! soon i hope.

i havent thot of wat to wear for zoukout and i noe i def WILL NOT rely on just a bikini top and some bottoms. maybe i'll gett a bangingg necklace then work forward. hahaa or maybe earrings. but big earrings make me look mama. haha. okok bye.

this is soooo a merepek-talktomyself kind of post.

blood.

2008-11-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

slumber party with the cousins- azlin,mel,nor,dewi&len was great! i mean i would expect some awkward-ness or at least sth less normal but it turned out great. everybody got along with everybody else and i cudnt ask for a more different slumber party. well actually i could. if only i didnt fall ill the next morning. *SIGH*

we had BBQ then ther est swim while i became their photographer. photos have yet to be sent from azlin n nor. ryt after we played twister where there were a few 'OSAMA' moments. the thai sisters went on to give manicures while we watched mean girls. SOOOO SLUMBER PARTYY! while waiting for 430am for our mcD breakfast we played the post-it game! it was hilarious i tell u. names include betty boobs, suhaimi yusof, ziana zain, fandi ahmad. mother theresa and guess who, uncle alias aka my father! hahahahaha.

we slept at lyk 630 close to 7 where i woke up at lyk 11? coz of my fever. ive been hating this week coz of my immune system which is a total letdown. seriously. this sat definitely made my week at home. cousins, we should do this again!..

so global underground on sat k mel?

below are some photos we took with dewi's mac photobooth. omg get ready to laugh ur asses off! seriously!!

a nice cousins portrait. AWW.

can nor's face get any smaller?

i look possessed!

so spoiler, but i really cudnt help myself from laughing!

AHAHAHAHA.

together as one. ha.

me n len did that only coz we cudnt get into the whole spiral thing.

FUCKING HILARIOUS!

they did this right after they woke up, fyi. ahaha. omg. so spastic.

im on my 4th day of antibiotics now and im getting better. though im having sore eyes ryt now bcoz i jangkit wak. ergh. tmr's the blood culture test result and i hope everything goes well! i dun wana haf leukemia or liver faiure?? i noe im totally stressing myself out but this is major. this is serious. even shahrul cudnt stay grounded. ok pray for me.

kanyeezy so crazy!

2008-11-17T19:27:00.000+08:00

omg, check out kanye's blog.

i distinctly remember the moment wen he performed Gepetto on his recent concert and freestyled from being a boy and then to how media was hurting and to his late mother. i seriously just stood there crying. well not WAH WAH crying. just a few tears. i noe so fanatic omg. but i duno eh, i guess it was just how he brought the msg across. that celebrities still do need their private lives to not be scrutinized. well others may say the latter.

i just feel for kanye ryt now. poor guy. went to the bar for some drinks and in the end got arrested. if only there was such drama wen he was back here in sg. :)

a murderer.

2008-11-14T13:40:00.000+08:00

rihanna was orsumm yest even tho it lasted an hour, and there was some tech diff during the start. OMG.

i just had to post this video so u guys could watch how pissed she was when the mic was fucked up.

oh and about that malaysian guy who committed suicide by letting those white tigers torture him. stupid stuuupid way of suicide. its lyk, i'd rather die in my slp. i mean most ppl hope that. but noooo, that tribal msian from sarawak had to choose 4? tigers slapping and pulling him around. singapore zoo is no longer safe! haha.

im feeling guilty but heck care ryt now coz i didnt attend close to 4 psoc lectures. sighh* oh n i found out tt mock exam will be in march. and the real one in may.

ok thats all.

love, tata.

oh ya, riane saw shahrul and the back of my head in the rihanna concert. HAHAHA.

HMM.

2008-11-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

i don't get how guys find stripping other guys funny.

bf was telling me how he n his NS frens stripped this other guy just coz he's gona ORD the next day and it was their last 'night'. he even mentioned that they played with his thing right after he was stripped. i heard them talking about it. as in bf and his other frens. its really not funny.
i cant imagine us girls stripping each other and... omg im not even gona finish my sentence. sometimes the things we say wen we're 8 still holds. 'boys are gross!'

on a lighter note, well actually not really. eerm, someone close is getting married and i dont know weder to be happy or to be worried for her. but anyhoo, congrats?
got me thinking about marriage again. on my part of coz. and ironically, the reason i ended my prev r/s was bcoz of marriage. HAH.

2008-11-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

this is gona be a photos only post.

KANYE WEST CONCERT

MUZ FAREWELL

BBQ AT TATA'S

FLOWTURDAY

i love my life.

rest in peace, atuk.

2008-11-05T22:44:00.001+08:00

this photo was taken in 1993 as stated at the back of the photo. i guess i haf always been the shy type, i dun normally go to my grandparents for comfort. i never really had any sort of connection to them. i always thot tt they never really had a great impact on me compared to my family. but on 30th oct 2008; or rather, the last day of syawal i realised that i thot wrong.
my atuk was there for me thru my childhood. he used to fetch me n my 1nd brother from pertapis everyday and took a cab back home. sometimes, he would even bring us out to walk at the nearvy field close to my old house. he gave us our 1st kitten as a pet. he used to play different types of musical instruments to amaze us, his grandchildren. the angklung, flute, harmonica, even the guitar. he was a good man.
so tonight, on the 7th day since the day he passed away, im forever praying that i will meet him in heaven. he was my first ever family member that had passed away, my first loss. i haf never experience this before in my life, n im glad i did. it has opened my eyes to so many different things i never knew. im glad that i still haf my nenek with me. to see her cry for her husband of 68yrs; it just breaks my heart.
so im pleading for all my muslim frens hu are reading this; pls say a prayer for my arwah atuk. doakanlah al'fatihah kepadanya.

Soodarso Bin Mijoyo
1904-2008

EXCITED TO THE MAX.

2008-10-29T14:13:00.001+08:00

omg, 6hrs 15mins to go. fuck im excited.

journalism?

2008-10-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

You Scored as Theater

You should be a Theater major! Like a bohemian actress, you are seasoned and confident and not afraid to express yourself!

Theater

100%

Anthropology

92%

Psychology

92%

Sociology

92%

Engineering

92%

Philosophy

83%

Journalism

83%

Linguistics

75%

Biology

75%

Chemistry

67%

Dance

58%

English

50%

Art

50%

Mathematics

50%

i tried the quiz shikin took; no surprise. except for theatre tho. hah. its nice how engineering is so close to perfection. hahahaha. anybody noe where econs and mgt falls under?

i went to skul today only to find out i haf a psoc test. wth. i didnt attend 2lectures and yet i haf to sit for a test i noe ZILCH about. managed to crap my way into writing about 3pages full. big handwriting mind u. for the previous psoc test; i passed! HUAHUA. got 13/25 which is lyk 3rd upper? or isit 3rd lower class? watever the case im sooo glad!

so now im waiting for shrul to come back so we can haf a tgif dinner or sth. yayyy monday's a holiday and sunday we're going sentosa. cant wait. :)

much loves.

*ARRR

2008-10-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

i seriously feel that GG is a guilty pleasure. i love blair vs chuck fiasco. am totally getting bored with serena's life. did not lyk her from the begininng. im all BLAIR BLAIR BLAIR.

n i think i can go to zoukout after all. coz the lovelies are going! wooohooo~

HALLOWEEN.

2008-10-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

there are a few things im excited about:

- halloween celebration. thot of dressing up as a dumb blonde with ayun. HUAHUA.
- kanye west concert is next weds. maybe i might just buy a new outfit. since ive alr worn the marc jacobs top.
- 25th oct coz i get to meet my loveliess.
- this saturday coz i plan to choose wat shrul has to wear. its gona be my first time fyi. SO EXCITINGGG.
- monday coz its the last jln rayer of the mth anddd no schooolll
- and how can i forget 13nov. rihanna!

WOOHOO. excited to the max. oh n shrul n i haf been tinkin of goin london? hahahaa. so ambitious. i tink we'll start with au first. :)

ho hot damn.

2008-10-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

so it has been powerhouse for me these last few saturdays, plus it was without the bf.

after a week, he's back. WOOHOO. and today, i confess myself as those unsociable couples who's living in their own world. went to vivo with him and we shopped lyk never before. im serious. maybe coz of the painting money PLUS raya money too. the whole day we were there, i realised wen ir eached home fyi, that i forgot to buy the battery. batt for my weighing scale. omg. so slenger.

oh, funny thing. ive been going to the airport freq this past week. once for sending wada's mom. a few days back to haf dinner. then again to send muz. n yest to fetch wada's kakak. maybe sunday im fetching wada. omg. its lyk his whole family keeps travelling. haha.

we plan to go sentosa tmr. anybody wana join? hahaa.

SATURDAY w/o the bf.

2008-10-14T14:23:00.000+08:00

saturday was orsumm, even with the absence of the BF. i stayed home the whole thinkin tt it was gona be another boring day w/o shrul but i guess i was soo wrong..!

turns out, azy skipped her workshop at tepak sireh [srsly, wth?] and went straight to her chalet at ecp. so me nas and riane met up earlier at abt 6 compared to initially at 8. fetched them at kembangan n we're off to east coast. it has been so long since i met u guyss! totally miss our random inclusion of 'london experience' into the conversation. i cant believe its has been more than 2 yrs ago! so anyhoo, the chalet was meant to celebrate azy's kakak who turns 22! and also for nad. how sweeet. thanks for inviting me k azy.

funny thing happened. nad act came with this maybank helium balloon tied around her wrist. just wen we were singing happy birthday to her, i duno how or wat she actually thought of doing; the balloon was just out of her hands. shocking. and sad. nad was jumping trying to get it back. tt was a funny picture. hahahahahaha.. so yeah ryt after we ate the BBQ food which was amazing fyi, even tho she marinated them minutes earlier. then, riane was lyk 'lets play taboo!' so we did. it was really fun with them. im excited for our hari raya gathering. riane u'll come join us alryt? then for christmas, dun forget to get us gifts. :) gifts as not pets okayy!

hilarious how everyone pushed nas to the bed. HAHAHA. i guess azy's the winner.

i had to leave since im meeting azy and fariz for our GNO with many other ppl who in the end didnt go. bleargh. but still was much fun afterall. im seriously used to having shrul with me wen i club. i really am. i haf lyk a comfort zone to go to. and, now i know why i'm not the kind of girl who'll get to know a guy int he club. i just am not. clubbing is lyk this other world where i can be a different person and no one else will know. its an imaginary one; a fantasy, maybe.

ok, ive started my exercise regime. anybody wana join? :)

BRITNEY

2008-10-11T11:31:00.000+08:00

told u guys shes back. fuckin hott as ever.

PISSEEEDD!

2008-10-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

OMFG. i swear to god ive been checking sistic's website everyday without fail since thurs to check whether or not i cud get rihanna's concert ticket. lyk this morning, i went to the website at lyk 1pm? and theyre still not selling it. THENN, now i just felt like checking again since i want front row seats and guess wat seat was the best. row 13! fucking 13. wtf. in a matter of hours. so many if onlys are running thru my head. alryt sure, maybe they reserve the first few rows for sponsors and watevs. but ROW 13??? for both the right and left side. arghhhh..

okok, but thankful enuff at least im on the first block. i just wished sumhow i was at least on the row 10 or below. but its over n i haf to deal with it so fine.

on a happier note, it is confirmed that rihanna's coming to town. there were rumours tt maybe chris brown is coming too. i sure hope soo. its gona be a fuckin hott if they were to perform together. my dream i swear..!

so anyhoo, ayun asked to go karaoke tonight but me being me, i dontt like karaoke and i dun see the fun of it seriously. so i skipped tt. tot maybe can do sth fun-er. ok i act cud haf gone to ayun's earlier int he day for his bro's surprise party but mumsy ask to stay to wrap for her gifts. watevs. tmr is azy's chalet then st james after. CANT WAIT! sad tt faris cant make it tho. it wud be so totally fun if he's there. i guess. nevertheless, ayun n i are gona wear our new shoes tmr and dance the night awaaaay. :)

*its only the 2nd day omg. nvms, 5 more to go. it'll pass by fast.

oh ANDDD i vow to lose weight and haf a slammin body just in time for zoukout. hell yes. watch me do it then, flaunt it. ;)

Eid Mubarak '08

2008-10-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

So hari raya for me have been great. more like a time for meeting up with close frens and cousins rather than celebrating the true meaning of it. prolly coz i didnt really fast the whole mth, or at most 3 weeks. hah. but nevertheless, bright colours and wide smiles all through the week.

1/10:

had hari rayer breakfast after the prayers. then, slept again till 12 to go to mak andak's hse. soon after, to my gram's where there was minimal, to say the least, camwhoring. i didnt stayed tt long; no idea why. so 1st day was BLACK. not purple mind you. a pice of advice, dont buy reali2 expensie kain and then send it to some 2nd class tailor. BLEARGH. watevs its harir ayer evrything's forgiven. ya right. never will i let my moms end my clothes to u ever again. thank god i had 3 baju rayer frm gihan's or i wud be wearing last yr's baju thruout.

3/10:

supposed to jln rayer with party ppl but i had open hse and shrul had to jln rayer with his family. many others cudnt make it too, thank god! if not i wudnt be able to make it. everybody came. i guess. relatives, frens, and doctors mind u. ahaha. our family doctor, dentist, physician, neurologist [for my mom]. hahaha. midway thru the day i caught GUBRA on suria. its a fucking good movie. not bad for an asian movie i shd say. and the lead actress is such a smart girl. sum traits tt i learnt from tt movie. her husband had sex with another lady for EIGHT times; tt means leave him!.. there was more camwhoring today. more photos with oth cuzen's cam so i'll just post some up here. n thanks ifah, sya and elin for coming! swear to god my aunt tot u guys were my uni frens. hahaa. feeling2 ah.

4/10:

jln rayer with party ppl! spose to fetch dil at 150pm but me being me, i was late. haha. reached ayun's blk at abt 215-230? then off to yuz hse to wait for muz n shikin. in the end we moved off to woodlands at 330? omg. inilah MELAYU. everybody look great. with all the different colours. we went to abt 9 houses in total? mostly go in makan kuih, take photo, then off to the next hse. haha. we were so shagged once we reached our hse tt ayun n me downed one panadol extra rach. hahaha. lepas tu, karaoke and rock band! oh i haf to mention tt my muz n shuib are lyk huge fans of my mom fried chicken. they made lyk a mountain out of the bones okay! if only i took a photo of it. hahhaa. tt wud be fun.
*note: picture-heavy.

6/10:

jln rayer with lovelies! 6pm at my hse but duh. late as usual. sery n ooze rch first. waited for zie n hid to reach later. everyone was hungry but none of the hse had any food ready! hahaha. so i ask my maid to goreng ayam but duh, still hungry. in de end ate at sery's which was the last hse mind u. murtabak and nasi goreng. not forgetting serunding daging. hahahaa. drove the merc so it wont be as squeezy. in the end sery and zie wanted to try sitting at the back. best sery? hahaha. ok now photos.

so today is the first day wihout shrul. n ayun urs too. but htank god shrul will be back in a week. as for u. dun weri k, i'll make sure i'll keep u company n tt u wont feel lonely. gona go shopping at vivo with ayun tonight. too bad faris cant make it. BOOO! nvms. saturday at st james! gona partyy sampai pengsan! workout plan shd start next week. :)

DB DAY!

2008-09-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

i haf to start by saying tt i am extremelyyyy slenge and blur at times. anddd those times rarely come by and congrats shrul u were there to witness it. HAHA YA RIGHT.

im so angry at myself omg. initially, ayun smsd me to ask weder i wana watch my best friend's girl tomm and this happened on friday fyi. so i immediately said yes. COUNT ME IN!.. coz i watched the trailer n it was funny. didnt realise tt the time she took was at 930 okae.

so later tt day i realised tt it was 930 and so, i wudnt be able to work at my mom's shop. so, cancelled work on fri night which obvs is one of the 'peak' days. she was okay so 'yayyyy.. movie tonight!' i thot. den was gona haf iftar with the lovelies at lau pa sat! extremely excitedddd! at 545 sharp i was ready, but shahrul was still not home. bloody hell. plus, i cudnt drive there since "most roads are closed" quoted by zie. by the time shrul reached it was 630, mind u. i was fasting so i bet i cudnt buke on time plus the traffic. *SIGH* so cancelled iftar with them.

ooze smsd after buke to say tt they were heading bazaar and tt was at 830? they reached at 9 which led me n shrul to go meet them. this is the photo shrul took; with his bike at the side road mind u. if u noticed, i still had my helmet hair.

then, rushed to cine asap at 924. i remembered okay! called ayun immediately.

tata: ayun where are you?
ayun: wada's house [with her extremely sleepy voice]
tata: HUH? ayun cancel the movie again?
ayun: WHAT? tata, the movie is tmr! HAHAHAAHAHA
tata: OMG! we're alr at cineleisure. [damn paiseh while shrul was staring at me with his dagger eyes]

yes, dudes and dudettes, i am that blur. i made my exhausted bf ride from my hse to geylang, back to cineleisure and then off to bazaar again. i swear i felt lyk i cud kill myself then and there. but shrul was calm, and patient, he didnt scold me. i can imagine if he did it to me. i wud haf given him the cold shoulder the whole night. hahaa. stoopid mee.

so the rest of the night was spent with the lovelies. jln rayer with them is alr confirmed; 6th oct! am looking forward to it. oh and, i reali think hid and sery shd draw lots to see whos hse we're going last. of coz everyone wants to be the last hse. DUHH.

p.s. ayun, fyi i didnt work tonight too. so i cudve gone for the movie. apparently, my mom said no need to open coz no more flower arrangements. ARGH. no im not angry. me n shrul will just patiently wait for u guys to sms us to meet. AFTER ur movie. :)

chanel fall 2008 couture

2008-09-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

haf u guys seen it? omg, im so totally loving how karl lagerfield chose the bob look for the models. i sooo wana cut my hair lyk tt. rimas with my hair ryt now, feel lyk cutting it, then regretting it a minute later.

i didnt go for my psoc lecture. its gona be mainly presentations on the various topics she gave us; globalisation, capitalism, pre-modernity; what-nots. well i provided the video for my group its abt 3:45 so heck did i save a lot of work. since the presentation has to be 5mins. hahaha. lazy bums arent we? i haf a strong feeling that most groups will include a video.

its raining heavily now and i heard PIE has a major traffic jam. hell, clementi is very far if theres a jam. so im glad i didnt go to skul. :)

me n ayun are deciding wen to watch avenueQ. said to have won a few awards in 2004. it should be funny. lyk sesame street but an adult version. i cant wait. oh talking abt outings with 'party ppl', i also cant wait to be excited for our phuket trip. we're gona rent a villa! can u believe it? but ayun has a pt abt big hse, limited rooms etc etc. lyk wat we discussed for our bintan trip eh? but wth, this is spose to be a holidaaaaaayyy. yah, i tink its my 5th holiday this yr. so kl trip is canceled? but ive never been to genting highlands believe it or not.

p.s. im totally into TI's video for whatever you like. fuckin hott. lyk not him but the video. oh n quote of the week is- da ludah, kene jilat balik. directed to ehem ehem.

ive found it, at last.

2008-09-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

i haf to say, tonight was one of the best GF talks ever with ayun n shikin. at last, this justifies tt ive made frens. for real. i love u guys and every week i cant wait to meet. every saturday tt is. n wen october comes; the bfs all in camp; u noe we NEED a GNO! hahaha.

watched tali pocong perawan just now at wada's and i realised, horror movies always haf some sex(iness) in it. dewi sth had freakin giant tits and im not kidding. the guy in it was hott. hot body. 'to guys with hot bodies, better take ur shirt off before u commit suicide.' teehee. ;)

tomoro is my first HR mgt lesson. its at freakin 830, omg. im so used to waking up at 1pm. argh. its gona be hard alryt.

blog agn soon.

OH EM GEE.

2008-09-16T11:51:00.000+08:00

haf u guys watched forgetting sarah marshall? if no, den pls watch it! online or wherever. it is HILARIOUS with a capital H! im serious.

so anyways, lots haf happened this past weekend. watched kunti lanak 3. i didnt watch de 1st and second so was kinda lost on some parts of it. lucky me, faris was there so at least most of us werent as confused. PLUS, he gave us a heads up every time the 'ghost' appears. fun saturday with movie/poker/football with party ppl. awesomeeee. hoping for a nother great one next sat.

oh and, seri said tt theres gona be a rpck band competition; next yr or next mth. HELL, im sooo joining with shrul. tt is if the winner is gona get some cash money!! wooh, suddenly i remember wilmer with his 'a thousand dollars of cash moneeeeyyy' haha.

ok im going to the library now to get some sociology book. so much to read. *SIGH*

CELEB UPDATES!

2008-09-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

omg, she just did wat ive always wanted to do. just tt i wasnt brave enough. furthermore, my chubby face wont fit it perfectly wit tt pixie cut.

rihanna&chris brown rocked the fashion rocks show. damn im loving the sweet couple. :)

britney spearsss on the vma red carpet. been a long time since i saw her lyk this.

she IS backk.

2008-09-08T20:17:00.000+08:00

i must first start by saying tt miss BRITNEY SPEARS have won 3 VMAs. aweosme or what? tt inlcudes the video of the year, fyi. so fugging happy for her.

oh and and and, lindsay lohan may be adopting a child with her 'partner' *ahem* sam ronson. just so tt she can tackle her drug probs. wth. celebrities; they think chdn is nth in this world. WEIRRDOOOSSS.

okok, now on my-life update, i made a fren! hahaha. in my econs lecture. she's not exactly clickable material, but she stays int he east; so tts okay. plus, i may be used to skul now. i just hope tt they cud squeeze it all together so i can get 3 yrs over with. lyk maybe shorten it to say, 2yrs? i dun mind. seriously. i wana start working. so i'll be wear i am by 25. :)

oh and and, this is SOO RAAANDOMM, but i just feel lyk saying tt i really truly hope tt i wont be lyk someone i know wen im older. by widening my social circle, ive learn wat to do, and wat NOT to do. i learnt tt wen ive made a MAJOR mistake in life, i should act like an adult and solve my probs. AND, not open my mouth and tell everybody my mourning life. at least tts wat she did. BLEARGH. sometimes its sooo hard not to judge.

XOXO!

2008-09-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

omg, i just watched GGseason 2 and im abso-fucking loving it! de clothes are fantastic. even better than last yr. its like theres more floral in tt epi. LOVEEE blair's swimsuit. so cute OMGGG!!!

oh andddd, i also caught one tree hill's season 6. i cant believe lucas chose peyton. i reali2 wanted him to be with brooke. but since they obvs divorced its gona be hard playing a role where they're still together. ARGH. and psycho nanny. omg! wats up with her. seriously, an unnecessary character.

so now, im not fasting coz i cant and im craving for FOODD. lyk sushi tei, jack's place, cha cha cha, and mezza9! i cant possibly just haf dinner. i believe tt if u eat a heavy dinner, ure gona get heavy. eat lyk a queen for breakfast! im sooo gona lose the fats from my fugly thighs! i dont noe by when but i noe i WILL!

im gona buke with seri n all tmr so i prolly am gona get a light luch from sushi tei before i meet them.

*cant wait for kanye's concert! i swear!

happy goober!

2008-09-02T21:27:00.001+08:00

some photos that shd be updated since a long time ago. so here goes. bintan trip was the best, EVER. love the ppl i went with.
photos were edited by ayun. :)

we had awesome rooms with tatami and even a back door to the beach!

GO KART was scaryyy. shrul hit me which made me jump out of my seat. escape gokart is nth compared to this.

technically, i wasnt even 2nd. wada was kind enuff. they're crazy couple who just love speed.

if u can see, theres 2 statues of orangutans behind us.

Bintan Dream

banana boat was friggin fun. i wana do it again n again n again!

BBQ with them was fun! make me go back to my indonesian-ism.

With Kyu-bey owner. friendly guy. we were saying 'SUSHI HEI!'

Mt Fuji

With the trekker's horses. SMELLY!

This is their sushi delivery. Way better than sakae sushi. ergh!

Meiji Shrine; hell of a long walk.

ever so famous bidet. had fun using it. verdict: japanese are hygienic, well at least much more than PRCs!

the last one to turn 19.

2008-08-31T23:42:00.001+08:00

hope u liked the cupcakes gurlllfreeennn! had a great time decorating the place. then BBQ-ing. oh and the slepover was reali cute too! charades with ferooze was HILARIOUS! we'll do it agn soon ehhhh?

p.s. i just got my iphone. awesome shizzz or wat.

2008-08-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

i swear to god im seriously becoming an impulsive shopper.

nevertheless, current desire is the marc by marc jacobs dress. so 'kanye west glow in the dark tour concert' outfit! MUMSY i want it sooo badddd. puhhh-leaaaaseeeeee.

imagine tt, but a dress. OMG!

*currently online shopping now. my favourrite pastime. WOOOHH!

2008-08-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

photos of tokyo, check out my facebook. bintanrecount will be delayed coz i want the photos of the seasports before i can excitedly blog it down!..

life's great. cant seem to get myself started with skul. one thing for sure is tt i still havent made lyk reali good frens in sim yet. SIGH! prolly very very soon. friday or isit saturday is the flea market. so i hope i'll make money. hahaha. will update asap.

*nad u look hott in the new hairstyle.
*i miss the london gang!
*excited for seri's birthday, YAYY!
*puaser is startingg. hmmm, time flies.

my weekend.

2008-08-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

firstly, ZIE, hope ure feeling better. wishing u a speedy recovery alright. anything, pls beep me.

so this weekend was one of the best so far. since i'm leaving for tokyo on the 6th and shrul has to book in monday night for field camp, we have definitely used the weekend to our fullest advantage. i'm gona miss u shahrul nizam! i'll bring u a kimono form tokyo alryt..?

friday!

visited zie at the kk hospital. thank god she's okay now. i swear i totally freaked out wen i found out u were admited. then after, me n shrul wanted to go to coffee club for fondue but in the end, we had games night! played scrabble and monopoly and scene it! so funn! dun haf photos actually.
i tink id id sth too today but i forgot. omg stm!

saturday!

met up with ayun n wada at peninsula plaza to settle the bill for our BINTAN holiday. if u think abt it, it's quite reasonable. 288 per pax for 3days 2 nights. ok watttt? so i'm like so totally realli realli broke. ate at LJS omg, its lyk my 3rd time eating there i swearrr. but nevertheless, its shrul's fav fast food. sacrificesssss. haha. nola. i was fine. but i wud've opt to eat at cali pizza kitchen if only i didnt spend 300bux on tt day.

headed home after that only to plan SWIMMING with my anak2 sedare. haha. weird to say nepehews and niece. anak2 sedare is more generalise. so yeah. they're so cute i tell u. the entire time, irmy was trying to run away from shrul coz he tot they were playing the 'shark' game wen it was over a LOOONG time ago. so thruout, i was freaking out coz he cudnt reali swim. sabrina looked so cute in the swimming costume la! it actually looks like the one i bought from topshop, that kind of style. with the bareback and everything. she on the other hand, loves the water so much tt she always wants to try to drink it. i swear she drank like ALOT by the end of it all. the other 3 were playing watergun fights and stuff. wud totally be cool if someone was there to take peeektureessss. was totally shagged after tt.

later at nyt, ayun n wada came over coz we plan to go thumper. reached at abt 9? and waited for jep till lyk 1130 wen he ended up saying he cudnt make it. bleargh. good bonding time with ayun. seriously. more to come wen we're at bintan! thumper was awrrrrsommeeee! too bad it was only the 4 of us. coz if there were more. definitely a PLUS!.. great music, wat more with the live band. and they haf another, much smaller room playing house. overall, great place to chillout definitely. dearest ol' BF forgot to bring my debit card so we eneded up relying on wada n ayun to pay. but i think d fact tt ali was werkin, our drinks got waived off the bill. so wada payed for his beer. ONLY. hah. dala no cover charge thanks to mel.

by say, 1am we decided to go sumwer for a light meal. dempsey? holland? NOOO, clarke quay! ahhaha. yes, being our usual selves we ended up goin mos. so WATEVER. but still so fun! i rmb asking frm the bartender tequila pop for wada and ayun and he gave me 2 glasses with tequila. i dun mean shot glasses. its the normal one. omg. how de hell are they gona drink tt one. headed to smoove and stayed there till late. there were a bunch of african american guys dancing lyk those in de vids. fckin cool lar! he was totally popping his butt up down up down. i was sitting laughing at them dancing. amusing but cool. my feet were aching coz of the heels tts y i was sitting.

after, went to spize to eat coz was so fungry. ayun had her 2nd hor fun for the day. wth. so addicted to hor fun i haf no idea y. then headed home to call it a night. i had to wake up early the next day.

sunday!

woke up at 10am! only freaking 5hrs of slp okayyy. went to oriental hotel to collect our FREE SINGFEST TICKETS. yess ppl, be jealous. i thot i was only gona get the meet n greet pass for one republic but in the end, they gave us free ticks. how cool is tt? wen to marina square after tt to take away carl's jr and head home.

it was arnd 2plus wen aeez was alr heading to singest. he paid for his. MUAHAHAHA. but me n shrul we went off at lyk 5? just in time to see panic at the disco. too bad his mic was shat the starting of the performance. i swear i was damn pissed. but they fixed it anw. WOOHH. ryan and ian took my place to met OR coz i was just too lazy to walk thru the crowd. thank god i didnt go. they only had a chance to shake their hands, take a photo. and tts it. ryan's beer even got confiscated. HAHA.

i watched panicatthedisco, jason mraz, rick astley, PCD and only a song for alicia keys. was too exhausted. gona watch alicia again in summersonic so yeah. jason mraz is such a hottie i swear. best stage presence of the night. pcd is lyk the same in those awards show u see them performing. not much oomph i guess.

monday's here! hope my dearest NUS freshies are having a good time on their first day. lucky me, my first day is tmr. hahaha! getting closer to 'normal' life and yet im goin on holidayy. totally gona look forward to main new frens.

fucking long entry omg. longer than my bdae. haha. coz this time, i haf the photooosss!

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2008-07-28T17:35:00.000+08:00

my birthday has been a BLAST. rollercoaster ride indeed. why oh why did PMS even exist. cant a birthday girl just be patient, no questions asked. i have to say that i have the most patient boyfren in the whole world. i duno who would be able to put up with me. even shahrul was gona explode onc or twice during the weekend. and i found out, most of my frens were one bunch of good actors.

so anyway, friday night was horrendous. so much for me thinking tt i cud read shrul's mind. i tot the 'surprise' was on fri night. i was excited, made myself up. everything was perffectt. den he just had to fall aslp; not caring tt it was my birthday de day after. we didnt go for dinner. just stayed at home. i ate hotdogs for dinner okayyy. super duper temperamental alr. but boyfren still stayed calm. HAHA.

then comes saturday. WOOHOOO my birthday. felt it wen i woke up. but it totally went downhill wen i found out i had to collect my own birthday cake. bloody hell. PLUS, i almost got into an accident. and shrul was lyk, blaming me for tt near-accident moment. grrrr. came back for shabu shabu and sashimi! then PRESENTTS! i liked tt part. den after, shrul had to go home. and wen he was back, throughout he was asking whether he could play hellgate. lyk for goodness sake, MY BIRTHDAY YOU KNOW!..

that night went to mos where i got ready for close to 2 hours. was having a pretty low self esteem birthday. didnt think tt i looked nice in my birthday dress. so i was busy choosing wat shoes to wear. accessories. everything! i just cudnt make up my mind. but in the end, i was super duper late and made shahrul's frens wait for me. felt reali reali bad. who knew that so many of them had to leave early. shahrul kept me in the dark! argh. wasnt feeling it wen i was at mos. coz my 'friends' cancelled last minute okayyy. went back at 3am la. so kental.

THEN THENNN, SUNDAAAAYYYY shrul brought me to sentosa only to find out that my dearest frens were there to surprise me. at cafe del mar! omg. i was reali shocked and did not haf any idea that they were planning it. shed a tear wen i saw them. it's better if i update with the photos. but i still havent got them. wen i do i'll post it up.

p.s. would like to thank these people for the birthday wishes.

Zie, Seri, Ooze, Hid, Audrey, Liyana, Azy, Nad, Nas, Riane, Sonam, Ifah, Ayun, Shikin, Muz, Jia Yee, Jep, Yuz, Shuib, Eve, Faris, Adel, Acit, Farhan, Jae, Sarah, Fatz, Fatt, Ain, Mars, Hana, Zhafey, Wani, Ain, Opek, Wak, Ali, Ah Boi [duno his real name], Aidil, Sharil, Maziah, Sam, Ash, Caca, my mom's frens. who else eh? i tink tts all la. thanks u guys!

bye bye 18th.

2008-07-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

its quite depressing when u noe ur birthday is coming and the only thing on my mind is that i wont be able to enjoy it. am i expecting too much?

ah heck, at least im gona be eating some of my favourite food on the day..

para para sakura.

2008-07-21T14:28:00.001+08:00

i'm going to SUMMER SONIC 2008! it's at Tokyo, Japan and hell, i feel lyk its gona be way better than Singfest. u noe y? coz its in JAPAN!

my mom apparently had won tickets to tokyo and to this music festival with free accommodation and flight! is she lucky or wat? well actually her fren got it but no way is she going coz shes lyk those makcik2. hahahaha. best or waddd? get to go to japan. WOOHOOO.

my birthday is in 5days! cant wait.

wadthefcuk.

2008-07-20T14:41:00.000+08:00

saturday wasss awesomee. lazy to type it all out so photos will speak. sat nyt was spent at maziah's bdae party at siloso. nak pegi, tanak pegi, last2 pegi. grr.

went to her party den down to cafe del mar. didnt noe u had to spend 100bux min for the bed and 200 min for the cabana. in the end we just sat ourselves right outside. haha.

oh ya, fri nyt, ferooze photo exhibition, konnichiwhoa. very arty farty i must say. my first ever. good job feroozee!

gona watch dark night tonite at vivo gold class. my sis is treating me. cant wait. for my birthday i mean. teehee. :)

2008-07-12T01:42:00.000+08:00

sex and the city prequel. confirmed.
dont throw away ur manolos.
hell yeah. :)