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my birthday has been a BLAST. rollercoaster ride indeed. why oh why did PMS even exist. cant a birthday girl just be patient, no questions asked. i have to say that i have the most patient boyfren in the whole world. i duno who would be able to put up with me. even shahrul was gona explode onc or twice during the weekend. and i found out, most of my frens were one bunch of good actors.

so anyway, friday night was horrendous. so much for me thinking tt i cud read shrul's mind. i tot the 'surprise' was on fri night. i was excited, made myself up. everything was perffectt. den he just had to fall aslp; not caring tt it was my birthday de day after. we didnt go for dinner. just stayed at home. i ate hotdogs for dinner okayyy. super duper temperamental alr. but boyfren still stayed calm. HAHA.

then comes saturday. WOOHOOO my birthday. felt it wen i woke up. but it totally went downhill wen i found out i had to collect my own birthday cake. bloody hell. PLUS, i almost got into an accident. and shrul was lyk, blaming me for tt near-accident moment. grrrr. came back for shabu shabu and sashimi! then PRESENTTS! i liked tt part. den after, shrul had to go home. and wen he was back, throughout he was asking whether he could play hellgate. lyk for goodness sake, MY BIRTHDAY YOU KNOW!..

that night went to mos where i got ready for close to 2 hours. was having a pretty low self esteem birthday. didnt think tt i looked nice in my birthday dress. so i was busy choosing wat shoes to wear. accessories. everything! i just cudnt make up my mind. but in the end, i was super duper late and made shahrul's frens wait for me. felt reali reali bad. who knew that so many of them had to leave early. shahrul kept me in the dark! argh. wasnt feeling it wen i was at mos. coz my 'friends' cancelled last minute okayyy. went back at 3am la. so kental.

THEN THENNN, SUNDAAAAYYYY shrul brought me to sentosa only to find out that my dearest frens were there to surprise me. at cafe del mar! omg. i was reali shocked and did not haf any idea that they were planning it. shed a tear wen i saw them. it's better if i update with the photos. but i still havent got them. wen i do i'll post it up.

p.s. would like to thank these people for the birthday wishes.

Zie, Seri, Ooze, Hid, Audrey, Liyana, Azy, Nad, Nas, Riane, Sonam, Ifah, Ayun, Shikin, Muz, Jia Yee, Jep, Yuz, Shuib, Eve, Faris, Adel, Acit, Farhan, Jae, Sarah, Fatz, Fatt, Ain, Mars, Hana, Zhafey, Wani, Ain, Opek, Wak, Ali, Ah Boi [duno his real name], Aidil, Sharil, Maziah, Sam, Ash, Caca, my mom's frens. who else eh? i tink tts all la. thanks u guys!

bye bye 18th.

its quite depressing when u noe ur birthday is coming and the only thing on my mind is that i wont be able to enjoy it. am i expecting too much?

ah heck, at least im gona be eating some of my favourite food on the day..

para para sakura.

i'm going to SUMMER SONIC 2008! it's at Tokyo, Japan and hell, i feel lyk its gona be way better than Singfest. u noe y? coz its in JAPAN!

my mom apparently had won tickets to tokyo and to this music festival with free accommodation and flight! is she lucky or wat? well actually her fren got it but no way is she going coz shes lyk those makcik2. hahahaha. best or waddd? get to go to japan. WOOHOOO.

my birthday is in 5days! cant wait.

wadthefcuk.

saturday wasss awesomee. lazy to type it all out so photos will speak. sat nyt was spent at maziah's bdae party at siloso. nak pegi, tanak pegi, last2 pegi. grr.










went to her party den down to cafe del mar. didnt noe u had to spend 100bux min for the bed and 200 min for the cabana. in the end we just sat ourselves right outside. haha.

oh ya, fri nyt, ferooze photo exhibition, konnichiwhoa. very arty farty i must say. my first ever. good job feroozee!








gona watch dark night tonite at vivo gold class. my sis is treating me. cant wait. for my birthday i mean. teehee. :)

sex and the city prequel. confirmed.
dont throw away ur manolos.
hell yeah. :)

HAPPY.

hey hey!

today i went shopping with azy and nad and then later with sonam. i feel so excited to type this post that i've been having numerous typo errors that the excitement is now dying.

okayyy anyhoo, i got myself a ZARA leather jacket. it went form 200bux to only SEVENTY FIVE DOLLARS! i feel so great getting tt. de jacket i wanted form topshop was 130. the one from AX dun even mention it was lyk 999. so im seriously very very happy. woohooo.

i also got myself a flower clip, its just sooo adorable. ive always wanted one but this one from topshop is just so close to perfect i just had to have it.

its sad that riane and nas cudnt make it today. wud have been more LONDON GANG-ish. nevertheless, prolly bonded with nad and azy even more in this outing. love u guys. seriously.

sooo, im gona go newton with farid and the rest later. and tmr is either mos or st james. been so long since i parrrtied! cant wait. gona wear my leather jacket. HUAHUA.

:)

19th.

I have to confess that I love every day of my life when i was 18. It's lyk never did i wished not to see or experience any of the days. I really enjoyed being 18- or should i say, still enjoying. I have accomplished so much and tried so many things when i was 18. i got my license, thats a no-brainer. i travelled more often than usual - thailand, london, australia, malaysia. PLUS, i felt myself growing. for the better, i hope.

SO now i have to say that i'm super duper excited to turn 19! okay now, 26th is clubbing night for those who clubs alright! better come down to MOS for me! AND, for all of you guys i tot of making a party but i've been doing that so many times. so, i thought. we should just have lunch or dinner together. ALL of us together, maybe not. i'll sms u guys again for the planss. i'm gona give u guys a treat! :)

Guess who's back?

Stephanie's back from US. haha well for a week where she'll just head back to jakarta again. OMG, meeting her makes me reminisce about the old me. well i mean i still do have the 'indonesian-ism' in me but i guess it has fade away as time pass. I used to have mostly indonesian friends but now, im goin back to my roots. HAHA.

we had sushi tei for dinner! yes yes, my ULTIMATE most FAVOURITE EVERRR japanese restaurant. its yummy ok. and the sashimi is more fresh then sakae's or wherever. in my opinion of coz.




sunday, me n shrul went bowling wit ayun,wada yuz and eve. i so ROCK that night. i tink LUCK is so on my side. i had lyk 5 strikes or sth. wada was GREEN WITH ENVY. haha. JUST KIDDING LA!

gona head to taka after this for late lunch wit my girls. then after with shrul n his frens for MUGGIE MUGGIE at fish&co. seriously haf to exercise soon or im gona be at my peak, post o levels weight again.

friday night lights.

friday was awesommee.
Riane had her bbq at her house. her condo is so cool i tell u. it's called SAVANNAH, and it reali is lyk one. I think it's more like a themed condo. there were statues of giraffes and elephants and such. and the swimming pool was UH-MAZING! it's huge lyk a hotel's and there's a bowling alley and a gym. OMG, it's lyk im advertising ur hse riane. I am sooo gona pay u another visit be it for swimming or bowling at 1buck per game. haha.

Anyhoo, the bbq was seriously more lyk a tkg reunion. i did not know or haf seen half of the ppl tt were there. ok maybe tt was a lie. ;) but u noe being someone from tkg, it wasnt awkward or watever. they just kept talking and i blended in. hah. and coo thing is, ming ying said tt de real guy from 21 or 'REAL DEAL' as quoted by caroline is in her skul. well, his little brother of coz. hu knows how old the real guy is now.

OH ANDDD, i found out that some ppl are going SIM. woohoo~ at least im not the only one. yayy. and now photos.

me n sonam left early coz i had a date with shrul and she had some clubbing to do later tt night.

then after dinner with the BF, ayun invited us to her home for GAMES NIGHT! hahaa. twister, bingo! and jenga. super duper fun okaee. and plus, i duno y but the guys kept FARTING!.. yess. wada especially. wth wada.

ayun so cute with her pyjamass! hah.



so retarded la!

lastly, im soo excited for tonight coz STEPHANIE'S in singapore..! yess, my indonesian friend since lyk primary 4? we're gona go orchard and haf a little reunion. she supposedly was spose to go mos but then her dad found out so its a no go! BOOO! im gona take loadsa photos later. SEE YA!

HAHA.

i had to wait more than an hour, for a pathetic 5min chat?

tell me how the hell am i spose to even TRY to be understanding.



there's more better things to do, and YOU are definitely not in it.
when will you realise how much i've given you.

I want to stay in my dreams.

Everybody who knows would have known how much i admire and just gush whenever i see this guy. HELL NO its not shahrul.

But its,

OMG, ever since tt dream i had, though i can't realy rmb it now, i've just been wanting to dream about him again. HAHA. aeez was lyk, 'u'll never gona meet him in ur life sia!'
mayybe i will? pls let him come to singapore, or KL or bangkok? to haf a concerttt.

so anyhoo, met the LONDON gang together with azyy for lunch with the birthday girl;
RIANE BRITTANY FRANCISCO.

it was lyk the same setting a slast yr, not sure whether it was the same day. but tis kinda lyk deja vu. swensens. AGAIN. perhaps, we shd do it again next yr? ahhaha.

so yummy kan? we had all the food and ice cream at the student's price. so its lyk less than 10bux! Friday is riane's birthday bbq. cant wait. anushka's gona be there too i guess. yayie. NASIRAH plssss try to make it okay?
:)

i'm gona go out now to send the fees to SIM and then, get my leather jacket from TOPSHOP. yes i will.