EXPO GAHHHHH

Principles of sociology- 7th may
Hall 9
Statistics 1- 8th may
Hall 3
Mathematics 1- 12th may
Hall 3
Introduction to economics- 15th may
Hall 3
Human resource management- 29th may
Hall 1

yes boys & girls. im having my exams at expo. as in the HUGE room where they have robinsons sale & travel exhibitions. is there a fear of hugeee places? omg. its like im this minute person in this one big room doing an exam. somehow this is really freaking the hell out of me. wat if my seat is like in the middle. 100 ppl on my right and left?????? omg. this is just too weird.

so anyways, i just started to evaluat durkheim's suicide research and i still have karl marx, max weber and talcott parsons. dont even include the other theorists for globalisation & orgn. this suck. it's like one person think of one theory then need to rmb all the oth ppl who update his theory. for wat siaaaa? just rmb the latest one la! den not so many names and years and details!

its 1 week from now. i dont haf my emotional companion with me to listen to my crap abt studying. this feels like alevels all over again. oklah, nothing beats a's. a's is the worst i tell u!

scooter?

i remember the time when we were at far east eating fried mars bar and u said, "the more i see u, the more beautiful u get."
then, u dropped ur spoon and there were choc stains on ur shirt & WHITE shoes.

i miss u shahrul nizam.

5 days down, duno how many more to go.

PONG!

i'm addicted. to mj, thep and green tea.

too bad im starting to procrastinate and the impt thing im spose to be doing i havent done for 2 whole days. not funny at all..

oh n yest was azy's bdae and it just slipped off my mind. wat a bad fren. i feel bad. i havent even gotten a present for her yet. we soo need to meet after my EXAMS okay!

death.

death is surrounding us everyday. and its sad, but sometimes it does bring out the optimistic side of me. it just saddens me to hear about a boy, who's only in his teens, end his life because of the lack of affection, love. death is scary. scary when u noe u've committed sins and ure not ready for the afterlife. i hear so many stories of killing, of suicide. it's just all jumbled up into one and at this very moment i'm just really really feeling low. like all the whatifs starts to come up and all u want to do is to know that life is no longer unpredictable.

have u guys heard of phil spector? i was reading TMZ and am just truly amazed a person like him even exist in the world. thank god he lives in the US or i'll be damned if i was an aspiring musician. i read tnp just now and they said he actually locked the ramones in the studio for 8 hours at gunpoint and force out a hit song out of them. also, he had a glass coffin in his house and told his ex-wife if she ever left him, that her body would end up in that coffin. psycho man this guy. oh and his face looks just as psycho as he is. blearghhh.

so after awhile, these past few weeks have been more of studying and poker. as sad as tt may sound, i actually feel contented. i dont need no drama in my life. ;)
i'm completellyyyy fine with the way things turn out. i dont even want to try to change anything. and fyi, im happy with the friends i have; my true friends. [it's okay shrul, u can share frens with me!hahaha.]

april

birthday celebrations with the lovelies. sakura for dinner then head to cash studio for my first ever time karaoke-ing. hahaha. still cant believe i did it. but wth. enjoyed ourselves, definitely.

been way too long since i last clubbed. :( tot of heading st james or maybe zirca tmr night but plan still tentative coz im still brokeeee plus malas. duno la weder i'll be so rajin to even go out tmr. exam's in less than a mth, holy crappp.

all ppl in a couple, one qn. wen is it over the limit? like btw someone who's attached and someone who's not. ok maybe he/she is too but they're just the opposite sex. chat on msn? sms? call? whattt? coz i really need to know what is said to be 'over the line'.

pingpong shows!

so got back from bkk a few days ago. kinda lazy to update abt my life ryt now coz im kinda busy. so many birthdayssss, so many to study! argh.
june come fast so its gona be another, HOLIDAYYY!

suanloom seafood restaurant. despite the extremely foul smell present, the food was like really2 nice! splurge on the first night!

on our way to platinum fashion mall!

dunkin donuts! they haf pork floss donut or sth. wen i ask wat it was they were like 'woof woof'?! wth.

infamous overhead bridge. padehal tak.

the suanloom pitstop! hahaha.

shrimp wanton! our daily meal. ok wait, our daily dinner.

i didnt get even one of the paint splattered tops. damnit. i think i shd learn how to do it myself.

CHATUCHAK!

thai ice cream. we contemplated whether or not to get it coz the bottles they used were just filthy. no thanks.

the happy couple. camwhore everywhere.

tom yum fried rice. super duper nice eh!

smoking area outside suvarnbhumi airport. thruout the whole trip i think i might haf been on the top 10 passive smokers. grrrr.

BYEBYE BKK!