life, death, it matters.

the 28 yr old singaporean at the taj hotel in mumbai was killed. all coz of terrorism. omg. i seriously am in a state of shock. it just shows that ure not safe. anywhere. my condolences to her family. even though i duno her personally and all but i really really am sorry for her family's loss. its lyk she was in mumbai for who knows wat? holiday? business? n she got killed???? without any warning.

okok i know that whole paragraph was crap. but yeah so ive recovered form my so called 'bacterial infection' which took about 5 test tubes FULL of my blood for tests. and i am just so glad! at last i can drive and go to skul and get my lunch at coffee bean ecp and wear makeup and wear nice clothes again. however, my eyebrows upper lip and hair is just really in bad condition. i need a grooming day! soon i hope.

i havent thot of wat to wear for zoukout and i noe i def WILL NOT rely on just a bikini top and some bottoms. maybe i'll gett a bangingg necklace then work forward. hahaa or maybe earrings. but big earrings make me look mama. haha. okok bye.

this is soooo a merepek-talktomyself kind of post.

blood.

slumber party with the cousins- azlin,mel,nor,dewi&len was great! i mean i would expect some awkward-ness or at least sth less normal but it turned out great. everybody got along with everybody else and i cudnt ask for a more different slumber party. well actually i could. if only i didnt fall ill the next morning. *SIGH*

we had BBQ then ther est swim while i became their photographer. photos have yet to be sent from azlin n nor. ryt after we played twister where there were a few 'OSAMA' moments. the thai sisters went on to give manicures while we watched mean girls. SOOOO SLUMBER PARTYY! while waiting for 430am for our mcD breakfast we played the post-it game! it was hilarious i tell u. names include betty boobs, suhaimi yusof, ziana zain, fandi ahmad. mother theresa and guess who, uncle alias aka my father! hahahahaha.

we slept at lyk 630 close to 7 where i woke up at lyk 11? coz of my fever. ive been hating this week coz of my immune system which is a total letdown. seriously. this sat definitely made my week at home. cousins, we should do this again!..

so global underground on sat k mel?

below are some photos we took with dewi's mac photobooth. omg get ready to laugh ur asses off! seriously!!

a nice cousins portrait. AWW.

can nor's face get any smaller?

i look possessed!

so spoiler, but i really cudnt help myself from laughing!

AHAHAHAHA.

together as one. ha.

me n len did that only coz we cudnt get into the whole spiral thing.


FUCKING HILARIOUS!

they did this right after they woke up, fyi. ahaha. omg. so spastic.

im on my 4th day of antibiotics now and im getting better. though im having sore eyes ryt now bcoz i jangkit wak. ergh. tmr's the blood culture test result and i hope everything goes well! i dun wana haf leukemia or liver faiure?? i noe im totally stressing myself out but this is major. this is serious. even shahrul cudnt stay grounded. ok pray for me.

kanyeezy so crazy!

omg, check out kanye's blog.

i distinctly remember the moment wen he performed Gepetto on his recent concert and freestyled from being a boy and then to how media was hurting and to his late mother. i seriously just stood there crying. well not WAH WAH crying. just a few tears. i noe so fanatic omg. but i duno eh, i guess it was just how he brought the msg across. that celebrities still do need their private lives to not be scrutinized. well others may say the latter.

i just feel for kanye ryt now. poor guy. went to the bar for some drinks and in the end got arrested. if only there was such drama wen he was back here in sg. :)

a murderer.

rihanna was orsumm yest even tho it lasted an hour, and there was some tech diff during the start. OMG.

i just had to post this video so u guys could watch how pissed she was when the mic was fucked up.

oh and about that malaysian guy who committed suicide by letting those white tigers torture him. stupid stuuupid way of suicide. its lyk, i'd rather die in my slp. i mean most ppl hope that. but noooo, that tribal msian from sarawak had to choose 4? tigers slapping and pulling him around. singapore zoo is no longer safe! haha.

im feeling guilty but heck care ryt now coz i didnt attend close to 4 psoc lectures. sighh* oh n i found out tt mock exam will be in march. and the real one in may.

ok thats all.

love, tata.

oh ya, riane saw shahrul and the back of my head in the rihanna concert. HAHAHA.

HMM.

i don't get how guys find stripping other guys funny.

bf was telling me how he n his NS frens stripped this other guy just coz he's gona ORD the next day and it was their last 'night'. he even mentioned that they played with his thing right after he was stripped. i heard them talking about it. as in bf and his other frens. its really not funny.
i cant imagine us girls stripping each other and... omg im not even gona finish my sentence. sometimes the things we say wen we're 8 still holds. 'boys are gross!'

on a lighter note, well actually not really. eerm, someone close is getting married and i dont know weder to be happy or to be worried for her. but anyhoo, congrats?
got me thinking about marriage again. on my part of coz. and ironically, the reason i ended my prev r/s was bcoz of marriage. HAH.

this is gona be a photos only post.

KANYE WEST CONCERT

MUZ FAREWELL

BBQ AT TATA'S

FLOWTURDAY

i love my life.

rest in peace, atuk.

this photo was taken in 1993 as stated at the back of the photo. i guess i haf always been the shy type, i dun normally go to my grandparents for comfort. i never really had any sort of connection to them. i always thot tt they never really had a great impact on me compared to my family. but on 30th oct 2008; or rather, the last day of syawal i realised that i thot wrong.
my atuk was there for me thru my childhood. he used to fetch me n my 1nd brother from pertapis everyday and took a cab back home. sometimes, he would even bring us out to walk at the nearvy field close to my old house. he gave us our 1st kitten as a pet. he used to play different types of musical instruments to amaze us, his grandchildren. the angklung, flute, harmonica, even the guitar. he was a good man.
so tonight, on the 7th day since the day he passed away, im forever praying that i will meet him in heaven. he was my first ever family member that had passed away, my first loss. i haf never experience this before in my life, n im glad i did. it has opened my eyes to so many different things i never knew. im glad that i still haf my nenek with me. to see her cry for her husband of 68yrs; it just breaks my heart.
so im pleading for all my muslim frens hu are reading this; pls say a prayer for my arwah atuk. doakanlah al'fatihah kepadanya.

Soodarso Bin Mijoyo
1904-2008