WORD OF THE DAY: hitherto

hith·er·to

adv.

Until this time: The weather, which had hitherto been sunny and mild, suddenly turned cold.

wth sia, hitherto??? was going through my readings for kelly's twin track model and stumble upon this word. i woudl haf thought it meant hit her to. but nooooooooo. completely different meaning. gave me a laugh for a minute there. okay, maybe a giggle. not so funny la come to think of it.

i neeed toooo concentraaaatttteeeee!

and i want sushit ei so badly ryt not. craving since last wk seh. :(

lovelies.

4 of my papers are done. hrm is on the 29th and i havent even touch my notes. knowing tt econs was hard and im gona totally flunk my ass of it, i think im gona drop econs and just major in management. i'm really keen to join retail mgt at lcc but we'll see about tt.

last minute supper at swensens was orsumm. i love the fact tt we've all grown and the bond btw us hasnt been broken. got home at 630am when i haf to wake up early the next day for my sis bdae. thank ooze for the ride!!!

planning for a night to dbl o this thurs with lovelies to celebrate zie's bdae. hope it'll be super duper happening. im gon alook forward to thurs coz shrul's booking out and we're going clubbing after a loooooooooooongggg time! ok 2 more days to thursday. WOOTWOOT.

clueless.

sometimes i wonder if i'm asking for too much. every girl deserves to feel that they should be treated with the utmost importance and as a priority to their partner. am i right to say this? then why am i questioning how he is handling it with me? why isit so hard for me to feel loved, to feel satisfied? i hear stories of romance in the west and use to shrug it off but why does it bother me now? why am i so caught up with that world. i know deep down that i don't want all that. i know that what i need is just you, and me. just us, what we do shouldn't be what other people are jealous of. i'm not up for the bragging and showing off. i just want to be caught up in the moment of falling in love with you. i just can't see why i'm feeling this way. why isn't it ever enough? isit just girls? or perhaps, its just me.

i keep telling myself that i don't deserve you, tt u shd be with a better girl. but then i ask myself, did u ever think tt u were lucky to have me? do you feel that you deserve me?

if this isn't a wakeup call i duno wat is.

i missed the marc by marc jacobs fashion show. that totally brought my mood down. seriously. it really suck how i had to give a miss on that when that's what i've been looking forward to. urgh.

stats was baddd like really bad. it starts at 1030 and i tot it was 10am. how stoopid. anyhoo, 2 down 3 more to go. i really dun feel so exam mood. theres been way too much exams in my life tt the importance is just not there anymore. i just wana get it over with. like how i was with alevels.

and seriously shahrul, u haf got to chill on ur whole i love playing texas hold em. it will always be there. u can always play when u haf the time to. but not wen we haf plans to do sth else.

ok iim actually in a rather lousy mood ryt now coz i haf maths tmr in the MORNING. sighh

good night all.

topshop rocks!

yessaaaaa.

i got my much needed retail therapy. topshop, i love you. i cannot live without you. new clothes will always bring up my day. although the after effect of having a hugeeeee hole in my pocket will totally ruin my mood back. but its okay!!! coz shrul's coming back tmr! YAYY!

i'm finally getting nearer to my dream. :)