clueless.

sometimes i wonder if i'm asking for too much. every girl deserves to feel that they should be treated with the utmost importance and as a priority to their partner. am i right to say this? then why am i questioning how he is handling it with me? why isit so hard for me to feel loved, to feel satisfied? i hear stories of romance in the west and use to shrug it off but why does it bother me now? why am i so caught up with that world. i know deep down that i don't want all that. i know that what i need is just you, and me. just us, what we do shouldn't be what other people are jealous of. i'm not up for the bragging and showing off. i just want to be caught up in the moment of falling in love with you. i just can't see why i'm feeling this way. why isn't it ever enough? isit just girls? or perhaps, its just me.

i keep telling myself that i don't deserve you, tt u shd be with a better girl. but then i ask myself, did u ever think tt u were lucky to have me? do you feel that you deserve me?