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i think im now on my crossroads.

2 choices, well maybe 3. a wise man told me that even though i'm listening to so many ppl's advice. i should really, just listen to one. and that person would be the one i trust the most. only coz most of the advice she gave seems to be of benefit to me. hah.

after this whole hoo-hah it's like more or less my first 'adult' problem. i've learnt who the good ppl in life are like. and who the bad ones are. who ur true frens are, and who's there ONLY for the good times. who knew how mnay shit ppl there are out there.

sometimes i feel like parents always seem to think they noe whats best for their children but in actual fact, they just don't. it's like i wan2 tell my mom to just stop protecting me. tell my family not to care. so i can learn the hard way. i wan2 experience it myself. the heartbreak. the confusion. all the things that does not include happiness. i cant always have them to guide me. i need to learn it myself. like seriously. and puhlease, to associate me with drugs is just seriously stupid. beyond stupid la really.

so now i'm gona try to stand with my own two feet. trust my mom's advice. put a 100% to it and just hope for the best. if i'm just going against fate then at least i noe i tried. who know, i might eventually be with my soulmate. my one and only soulmate out there. but then again, u dont always end up with ur soulmate do u?