get over the l word.

i need to blog this coz this moment was a rather unique one. one fateful night, i was attracted to this guy i barely knew. the only thing tt sets him apart frm the rest of the guys i dated was his academic profile. must all guys coming from that background be so narcissistic? like seriously, cant they just be a gentleman and treat girls with respect. wait, MALAY girls. malays who basically includes those who are javanese or bugis or arabs watever it is.

anyway, im really excited for halloween but nothings confirmed. i really want this weekend to be great. at least a weekend that would make me really independent yeah? no more guys for now. perhaps maybe just a few runs with my gfs and everything will get better.